Superstar

Chapter 77

As I wake up I stare at the ceiling, I want to get a sky light so badly. I'd see the moon at night and the sight of it glowing catches my attention, it's absolutely beautiful. I feel tom's thumb caressing my hip, my turn my head my slightly and see him still knocked out like a light.

I see Damon on his bed laying with Amara next to him, she loves to sleep on his bed when she feels lonely. Tom loves to buy them a lot of toys, when I'm done putting them back where I normally keep their stuff. both of them take out there plushy toys and start sleeping next to them. It's pretty adorable if you ask me.

I don't know what's going on in my life anymore, everything is just so damn confusing, one day I'm the happiest person on earth and the next I'm stressed and filled with anxiety. Luckily Tom is keeping me sane enough to keep going and of course the baby. I has hoping for twins but I guess it wasn't time for one of them.

"Go back to sleep darling, you'll be cranky in the morning if you don't sleep."

I turn to face him and he pulls me closer to him, my head is close to his chest and I feel him kiss my forehead, god I love this man.

Later that day....

I wake up to hear guitar music playing, I put up my hair in a messy bun and brush my teeth then walk out the room. I see tom playing the guitar and playing with amara, I walk up to him secretly and I wrap my arms around his waist from the back, my chin rests on his shoulder and he turns his head slightly to kiss my cheek.

"Good morning love, someone's in a good mood, is there a particular reason why? If I may ask?" He said mysteriously with a smile on his face.

"Not really, I mean we can have the whole day to our selfs including the house, I was gonna film today but what is better than to spend the day with man I love?"

"As much as I love the sound of that, what really happened?"

He boops my nose and turns towards me wrapping his arms around my waist.

"Well everyone is sick, our director and everyone else has a fever so I have today off."

"Do you wanna go out to eat for breakfast?"

"Sure, let me get ready. I'll be ready in an hour."

"Why do you always take so long, we're just going out."

"I know but I look like a fucking walking corpse."

(Referencing to a song by Chase Atlantic, "numb to the feeling" I have a surprise coming😏)

"You look beautiful already but if you insist go ahead."

"Yay."

I run to our room and start getting changed, I brush out the nots in my hair which was absolutely horrendous then I start getting changed.

"All done, let's go."

He takes my hand and we go walking to a diner. As we are walking we see a group of people screaming our names in front of the diner, here we go again. We go in and order our food, we're just talking and laughing, having the time of our lives.

We head home and I start to finish a few songs, Jose comes in with Gavin and immediately looks at my hand.

"Hey m- Y-your engaged?"

"Hello to you too."

I hear the pain in his voice and immediately I nod my head, I felt a lump in my throat.

"Wow Ummm that's great, I hope you and Tom are very happy together."

"Thanks, About that Can we talk later? Before you leave, i need to talk to you about something."

"Yeah sure."

Gavin's POV

I can't believe she's getting married, I loved her ever since we we're teenagers. I don't know if I can get over her, once I saw the ring on her left hand my heart shattered into pieces. Maybe if she knew how I felt just maybe she'll rethink her decision, this may be my last chance to win her before I loose her forever.

I'm fine with raising her children, hell I'll treat them as if they were mine, I'd do anything for her. I fucking love her, Tom doesn't know how to treat her like the woman she is, she may love all that lovey dovey bullshit and Yes i would give her that but I know how to truly pleasure her. It's only a matter of time before she realizes I'm the better man.

I still don't understand how he cheated on her and she still went back to him. Doesn't matter because I would never do that to her, I would treat her like a goddess.

End of POV

I did a bit of paper work which I had to do since I gave kalani the day off mean while Tom is out with his friends. Wait hold on, looks I'm going out as well. Lana texted me if I wanted to hang out with her.

I fed amara and Damon and I see Gavin coming down stairs.

"Someones getting ready to out."

"Yep."

He looks at me up and down and I start to get uncomfortable.

"Listen-"

"I think I should go first, how do I say this? Umm moon, I don't know if you know but I've liked you ever since we were kids. Im hoping we could-"

"Woah slow your role mister, first of all it was obvious and I've known for a really long time, but Im with Tom and As you can tell I'm pregnant so that is a No from me. No offense but you were always such a dick to me, you may be a decent guy on the inside but I'm not interested, sorry."

I was about to leave until he grabs my hand, I look back him and snatch my hand away.

"Don't you dare fucking touch me again!"

"Im sorry but please listen to me, I-I-I love you!"

"No you don't, we're not in high school anymore Gavin!"

"You don't think I know that? Yes of course everything changed but we could be apart of that change together."

"Are you out of your fucking mind? you love the idea of me, you love being seen with me but you don't love me. I don't even like you, I love Tom not you. whether you like it or not I'm happy if you really love me like you say you do then you would want me to be happy."

"Of course I want you to be happy but I want you to be happy with me."

"No, I'm sorry but their will be no "us" ever, get that through your skull. You don't want to ruin your friendship with my brother do you?

"Of course not, he's like a brother to me."

"Good, well if you want to remain friends I recommend you stay the hell away from me and Tom!"

"Moon wait! I'm so-"

I walk out and slam the door, ughh I swear the audacity of him to say that bullshit makes my blood boil.