I love you. (Fluff, angst)

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Every time I write the words 'I will never leave you' my heart hurts. Poor Sirius and Remus. They deserved better. 😭

Remus if you had to shag either me, Alice, Marlene, Dorcas, Pete or James who would you choose?- SB

That's quite the lineup. Where's this coming from? -RL

My brain...were most strange things come from...- SB
Marlene said she was the most sexualy magnetic person out of us so I was curious- SB

So you're taking a poll, then? -RL
I thought it was obvious that everyone's had a crush on James at some point. Shouldn't he win this little dick measuring contest? -RL

I haven't...And it's not a dick measuring contest...I won that...It's me being curious- SB

Oh erm... Congratulations? -RL
Though to answer your original question, out of that list, you'd be my top choice. -RL

Wait really?!- SB
I thought you were straight!- SB

I'm trying not to be offended by that assumption. I like all kinds. -RL

Oh...OH! WHY DO I NOT KNoW THIS?!- SB

You never asked. -RL

Oh yeah...Well this would have made everything a little better- SB

I'm not sure how knowing my sexuality changes anything. -RL

It changes the fact that I have been hiding the fact that I am in love with you for three years thinking you were straight...- SB

Sirius, that really isn't funny. -RL

It's not a joke- SB
I love you- SB
Have since fourth year- SB

[...] If this is a stupid prank, I'm going to be very upset with you. -RL

It's not a prank Remus. I wouldn't do that. It's the truth- SB
Remus I love you more than Firewhiskey, motorbikes and David Bowie. This is real. I promise- SB

I love you too. Of course I do. I just never assumed you felt the same way. -RL

Why?! Have you seen yourself?! Anyone who doesn't love you is lacking a brain- SB

Me? You're asking me that? You're out here having a competition over who has the most sex appeal and you think it's a stretch for me to assume I'm out of your league? -RL

Yes Remus! Your out of my league! Nearly everyone in the school has had a crush on you! You weren't in our completion because you were obviously the first choice. We are all tied seconds- SB

That's not true! Sirius, there's no way that's true. -RL

Remus...It is definitely true...The girls bathroom literaly has a chart of the hottest guys in Hogwarts and you are at the top- SB

How would you even know that? -RL

I may or may not have held a eyeliner class in there the other day- SB
Wonderful turn out I had about 40 people who can now do their eyeliner way better!- SB

I'm sure that had more to do with the teacher than the lesson. Though your eyeliner does always look good. -RL
That's not the point. I still don't believe that, but even if that were true it would only be because they don't actually know me. Not like you do. -RL

Thank you Rem. Why would knowing you change anything- SB

Because lycanthropy is definitely one of those deal-breakers for most people. -RL

Oh my god Remus...It isn't your fault!- SB
It isn't you, you can't judge a person from something they can't control!- SB

Sure that's all fine and good for mates, but fancying someone - loving someone is different. You know it's different! -RL

Remus for Merlins sakes! I am in love with you and I don't give a shit!- SB
I love you no matter what. One day a month of being unable to control yourself doesn't bother me at all!- SB

It's more than just that! It's more than just one day a month where I spend an evening locked up for everyone's safety.
Do you really want to love someone who's always going to be in pain? -RL
Sirius, the average wizard lives over 100 years. The oldest werewolf on record was in her 60s when she died. Loving me will only cause you more pain in the long run. -RL

Remus I don't care if it hurts me. I don't care if knowing I will lose you tears me apart. I don't care if I have to take care of you when you are at your worst. And I will do everything humanly possible to help you. To make sure you aren't always in pain. Because that's what you do when you love someone- SB

I care if it hurts you. I don't want you to hurt because of me. -RL

It's not because OF you. It's because I care about you. Even if you don't want to be with me that way nothing will stop be caring about you and worrying about you and taking care of you.- SB

It would be so much easier to find someone else to love and let me fade into your memories. -RL

I'd rather fade through a veil to death than let you go. I will always love you okay? I can't just move on or leave you. I will never let you be alone. Never, okay?- SB

I guess if there's no convincing you, we might as well let ourselves be as happy as we can be... -RL

There is truly no convincing me. Remus? Will you be my boyfriend?- SB

I'd love to be your boyfriend. -RL

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