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Three and half weeks pass by rather quickly and before I know it, that bastard known as my boyfriend flies back to LA to get with Mallory. He's so dumb. He acts like I can't SEE what he's doing- SENSE what he's doing, hell even HEAR about what he's doing! What, does he think I'm not going to find out one way or another when there's articles on the internet about him sneaking around with his slutty whore of an ex or does he think I just won't care? Because if he thinks I just won't care, he's got another thing coming.
Jack has currently been gone for the past two days, leaving me alone with Sammy again- not that I would complain but you know. It's just frustrating. Jack knows how much I love him but yet he's treating me like this! He's jeopardizing everything good we ever had just for his stupid ex girlfriend that he can't get out of his mind. That's some pretty fucked up shit if you ask me.
He claims he can't live without me but yet he's proving he can by being a dick and doing this to me- treating me like shit and cheating. I should just.....
Ughhhhh.
On a better(?) note today, I get to find out the gender of the baby inside me and I'm terrified. The last three weeks, I've been thinking nonstop about how I'm going to show soon and then Jack will start asking questions and then I won't know what to do.
He'll leave me for Mallory permanently and I'll be stuck with a baby and no one to help me raise it unless.... Sammy. There's always Sammy. Sammy would probably help me out....
"Babe. Everything will be okay. Calm down." Sammy laughs, interrupting me from my thoughts.
"I'm just scared babe. I'm scared I'm going to fall in love with this baby inside me and then I'll have no one to help me raise it because Jack will leave and I'll be stuck with a baby. I'll be a 20 year old who's got a baby and no idea what she's doing with the rest of her life and..... Fuck. Sammy it's just hard."
"Babe, you won't be alone. You've got me remember. If Jack leaves you, I'll be right here by your side okay baby?"
I look up at him with a big smile. "Thank you so much."
"No problem baby doll." He grins back. "Now are you ready to go find out what you're having?"
"Sure." I reply nervously, taking a deep breath. "Let's go."
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An hour and a half later, we're sitting in one of the many exam rooms and the nurse is spreading the cold, blue gel on my stomach once again.
"Okay love, breath, you'll be fine." The nurse says with a slight laugh, seeing me nervous for what feels like the fiftieth time (when really it's only been a few times). She continues to rub the little device on my stomach, trying to set it directly on the growing baby inside me.
"Okay." I say with a nervous laugh and then my baby appears on the screen.
The baby is bigger than he or she was last month and even though they seem oddly shaped and stuff, I still know that it's a baby inside me and that they're mine. I helped create it and bring it into this world and.....
I knew this would happen. I knew I would fall in love with this small innocent being inside me, now I'm screwed!
The nurse smiles at me. "Would you like to find out the gender of your baby?"
I smile. "Yes please."
Sammy smiles at me from the corner of my eye but I refuse to look away from the screen, for on the screen is a small, innocent baby who's gender I'm nervously excited to find out. Sammy squeezes my hand and I squeeze back ever so slightly.
"Okay." The nurse smiles again, moving the thing on my stomach to the left a little and then there's a better view of the baby inside me this way. Her smile gets bigger. "Congratulations Harper, it's a girl."
And I begin to shed the tears I didn't know I was holding in.

A/N why do you think she's crying?

OOOH also I want your opinions guys lol.
QOTD: if you were Harper what would you do? Would you tell Johnson & see the consequences or would you just leave him or just hope he understood? (Why do you feel that way?)

Well, comments and opinions and thoughts? What do you think will happen?

-Shelby Lynn Jolinsky Wilkaloley 🙈💕

P.S. Who objects to this having 30 chapters?

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