Distance *a Jack Johnson fanfic*

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A/N where did my readers go? 😭 -SLJW🙈💕

• H a r p e r •

I head to the doctor to see how far along I am.
"Ms. Harper Phoenix." The nurse says calling my name.
I get up and follow her to an examine room.
"So Ms. Harper, what seems to be the problem?" She asks.
"Welllllll I thought I had the stomach flu but my best friend Sam is convinced I don't have the stomach flu and that I'm pregnant. I told him that's insane... He convinced me to talk to his sister..... I took three pregnancy tests." I can't believe I'm pregnant though. Those tests HAD to have all been WRONG!
"What did you find out?"
"They all came back positive. Then Sam told me I need to tell my boyfriend I'm pregnant but I'm scared because he won't stay with me. He's gonna leave me. I just know it....... I'm just so scared. Then Sam asked how far along I am and I said I honestly didn't know so he told me to go to the doctor and here I am...." I say awkwardly.
"Okay honey. Well, when was your last period?"
"A couple of months ago.... My period is all sorts of fu- messed up. It sometimes is every month and other times it skips a month or two.... It's irregular and messed up."
"When for sure do you remember your last period being?"
"Uhhhh." I think hard. Hmmm. I was feeling sucky and sick and dying of cramps and Jack and I cuddled and ate ice cream all day.... That was in May.... It's now July almost August.... "May...." I reply worriedly.
"Okay. We're gonna run some tests and see how far along you are. Then we'll discuss some options."
Some tests are run yada yada yada..... I find out that I'm a month and half, almost two months along- still in the first trimester.
"So Ms. Harper, would you like to see the baby that's inside you?" The nurse asks with a slight grin.
I'm nervous. "Sure." I reply. I'm nervous that if I see this baby then I'll fall in love with it and be forced to keep it and then Jack won't be there and I'll be all alone and..... and..... and..... and....
"Sssh. Breath. Everything is okay." The nurse warns me. She lifts up the bottom of my shirt and rubs some blue stuff on my stomach. Then she takes a little thing that kind of looks like a numb chuck for a video game except bigger and puts it on my stomach, rubbing it around.
I suddenly hear a small little heartbeat and look up at the screen. There on the screen is the baby that I don't even know if I want. The baby that I know Jack won't want to help raise.... The baby I'm not even sure if I love......
But in that nanosecond I realize something.
This baby has a heartbeat. Sure they're the size of a bean kinda and don't look like a baby, they're a human. He or she is breathing inside me, I'm sharing my body with them. They need me whether I want to admit it or not.
I smile nervously at the screen. The nurse smiles reassuringly at me, then cleans off my stomach, my baby now gone from the screen. "So there are lots of different options. You could put your child up for adoption, or keep them, or choose to abort them." She goes into detail about each individual option, finally she's done. "What do you think you'd like to do?"
I think about it for about a minute or so.
"Well, I can't abort them, but I don't know if I want to keep them either." I reply honestly.

A/N where are my readers. Lol. Anyways I love you all. Bye now.
-Shelby Lynn Jolinsky Wilkaloley 🙈💕