yall know the musical 'Waitress' 🌚I haven't watched it though! The reason why I know the musical's because of a song called, 'When He Sees Me', a song that trended on tiktok a long time ago.
Sorry if you all thought I finished it, but I can geek out about the musical Hamilton since I've listened to both Acts one and two (lmao).
anyways
It's a shame I can't conjure a whole animatic about Charlotte pacing around her room as she sings 'When He Sees Me'. The scenario inside my head is Charlotte panicking for who the suitor her parents set her up with might be. (y/n) tries their very best to calm the poor girl, but the never ending and overwhelming thoughts of Charlotte drown them out.
i'd like to explain more, put into more depth about what Charlotte's feeling. But I think you'd get the message after listening and reading through the lyrics I have copy-pasted below this very paragraph. [but first play the video on top— it's the song :))]
Lyrics:
DUN DUN
...
DUN DUN...I stick with real things
Usually facts and figures
When information's in its place
I minimize the guessing game
Guess what? (What?)I don't like guessing games
Or when I feel things
Before I know the feelings
How am I supposed to operate
If I'm just tossed around by fate?
Like on an unexpected date?With a stranger who might talk too fast
Or ask me questions about myself
Before I've decided that
He can ask me questions about myself
He might sit too close
Or call the waiter by his first name
Or eat Oreos
But eat the cookie before the creamBut what scares me the most
What scares me the most..Is what if when he sees me, what if he doesn't like it?
What if he runs the other way and I can't hide from it? (Ah)
What happens then? (Ah)If when he knows me, he's only disappointed?
What if I give myself away, to only get it given back? (Ah)
I couldn't live with that (how do you live with that?)So, I'm just fine, inside my shell-shaped mind
This way I get the best view
So that when he sees me, I want him tooDawn [Charlotte], don't you think you're being a little, I mean maybe just a tad bit-
I'm not defensive!
I'm simply being cautious
I can't risk reckless dating due to my miscalculating whille
a certain suitor stands in lineI've seen in movies
Most made for television
You cannot be too careful
When it comes to sharing your life
I could end up a miserable wifeSorry girls {[name]}, but he could be criminal!Some sort of psychopath
who escaped from an institution
Somewhere where they don't have girls?He could have masterminded some way to find me..
He could be colorblind!
How untrustworthy is that?
He could be less than kindOr even worse he could be very nice, have lovely eyes
And make me laugh, come out of hiding
What do I do with that?Oh, god
What if when he sees me
I like him and he knows it?
What if he opens up a door
And I can't close it? (What if a door is opened?)
What happens then? (What happens then?)IIIf when he holds me (when)
My heart is set in motion (he)
I'm not prepared for that (holds)
I'm scared of breaking open (me)But still I can't help from hoping (but I can't help)
To find someone to talk to
Who likes the way I am
Someone who when he sees me
Wants to agaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnTUN...
yyaaayy :))
look at the comments for more details :))This was an old idea by mine, but I was too scared to share it bcs yall might be disappointed and think i'm half assing it.
But frick it. I really can't bring myself to write with the lyrics cause no I do not do that.
I hope you enjoyed imagining as much as I did.
" is this a sorry for leaving the Charlotte x Yami part 2 hanging?? "
.....yes.
edit : NOOO I FORGOT TO ADD THE SONG
SO SORRY
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𝒔𝒎𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒏 ୭̥⋆*。
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