MY DRAG QUEEN

Chapter 21

Perth's lips touches Saint's.

This feels home.Perth thought to himself.He has never felt so comfortable and happy kissing someone the way his kissing Saint.This is his place.In Saint's lips,in Saint's warm hug.

Perth's kiss went deeper.He really missed this hot opening.The warmth of Saint's tongue touching his made him warm all over.Perth hold Saint's nape to pull him closer and get a better access.While Saint's hands were holding Perth's waist side by side.

They only pull away when they had a difficulty breathing.

"I..I'm sorry!I wasn't able to control myself.I forgot that Mae Phutch is downstairs.",Perth talked first.

"You..You don't have to feel sorry.We..Ahh..We both did it.",Saint was so shy.He can feel the hotness of his face and ears.

"Saint..."

"Yes?"

"Don't you think it's about time your family needs to know about us?"

Saint wasn't ready for this.He is worried about his mom.How is she going to accept that his son is in love with a guy?He wouldn't take a risk of putting his mom's health condition at stake.But,he also love Perth.He also want them to be open to everyone.It is hard to keep everything to themselves.

Perth noticed the confusion in Saint's face.

"You don't wanna tell them,do you?",Perth ask again.

"I..Ahh..Perth,it's not that I don't wanna tell my family about us.But I..I worry about Mae.Her condition is what I care the most.I hope..You..Do..Understand.",Saint said with a pleading look in his eyes.

"I understand that Mae Phutch health is your priority right now.But,is it right if we keep our relationship a secret for so long?Don't they deserve to know the truth?",Perth is trying to reason out to Saint.He cared for Mae Phutch.But,he cannot lie to her and Saint's family about their real relationship.

"Or maybe because..You're ashamed of me?Ashamed that you are in a same sex relationship.Maybe..Maybe you don't..Really love me.",Perth can no longer utter a word.Just thinking of that possibility,he doesn't know if he will be the same as before.It will break his whole being.

Saint was surprise to say the least.That's not what he has in mind.They maybe new to this kind of relationship,but Saint swear even to the grave of his late father that the love he has for Perth is true and pure.

Saint wanted to say something.But he felt like an invisible lump is blocking his throat.

Perth,on the other hand,mistakenly took Saint's silence to be his answer to his question.He stands up with a teary eyes.It's over for him and Saint.He walk towards the stars without looking back.

"Oh,N'Perth!Where are you going?I already finished preparing our dinner.The table is ready.",Mae Phutch told Perth.

Perth cleared his throat and calm himself before answering.

"I..I need to go home now,Mae."

"Aw!Can't you spare a few minutes to have dinner with us?Mae really want N'Perth to join us for dinner.Na?Na?"