Before Levi knew it, his whole house was trashed. The furniture was upside, the glasses and other fragile objects were in tiny fragments on the ground, and on top of it all, Petra came to visit with their "daughter." He hated himself. He hated himself for not having the time to explain to Eren. For having a child with Petra. He hated himself for things that he didn't even do. But that didn't matter. What matters is the love of his life doesn't even know that he's the love of his life.
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No matter how much Levi wished he could push away the fact that it was a school day, he couldn't. He felt like complete shit and looked like it too. He didn't even bother washing up and just threw some clothes on. His daily fangirls didn't even fangirl over him. Instead they changed their wallpapers to another heartthrob instead of Levi, what it used to be.
Levis heart twinged and his throat felt like it was coming out his ass when Eren walked in. He couldn't feel his fingers and toes when Eren walked up to him
"Good afternoon." Eren bowed "I'm sorry if I can't remember who you are. I have short term memory but I hope it comes back!"
I hope it does too
"I hope we get along!" Eren walked back to his seat and class started. Levi just gave them out of book work and class ended along with the school day. Levi was leaving the room when he saw Eren at his locker. He quickly ran back in, his heart racing at an unbearable speed and snuck his head out to catch a peak at him.
Remember me. Remember me. Remember me. Remember me. Levi chanted in his head as he stared at Eren as if it was going to get him to remember.
Mikasa went up to Eren, dragging him along with her to go home by the arm.
Watch where your placing your arm. Levi hissed and lifted up his hand as if to hit her head.
"What are you doing?" Armins voice came from behind him.
Levi jumped in surprise, making himself hit his head on the wall with a loud 'thunk'
"You scared me you damn brat." Levi said rubbing his head.
Armin shook his head and got straight to his point "You need to help me help Eren remember. I swear, if we do book work for the rest of the year because you're sad ill -"
"You'll what Arlert?" Levi scowled
"Uh no-nothing sir." Armin corrected himself.
"I have an idea so just go home and think of some others." Levi sent Armin home and sat down at his desk. He pulled out a clean sheet of paper and a pen before starting to write.
"Dear my shitty brat,
I know you don't remember me. And im sorry its all my fault. You're probably hurting more than I am. This is my first letter to you and I feel really embarrassed, and you'd probably being laughing at my red face right now. I want to tell you the reasons I love you. Well first, I'll start with your eyes. Your eyes are full of hope and probably the most beautiful color in the world. When I look into your eyes, I feel safe. I feel like that I can do anything in the world. Don't even get me started on your brown hair. Although its the color of shit, I still love it. I love running my hands through it and playing with it cause its so soft. Your laugh could probably stop world wars. Your stupid smile is probably the biggest thing I love about you."
Levi was crying.
"I love you Eren."
Levi was sobbing
