So last time i spoke to you guys i was dealing with a 16 year old boy, Mikey. I know, i know i should've listened but I didn't. After our little "date" or whatever we started to see each other more and more and I can't lie, i caught feelings for him. He's so sweet and caring. He listens to me when i vent, ugh he was just perfect.
Ik i said "Was" .
It's because we don't talk anymore. I was falling in love with this boy and he wasn't even of legal age
Flashback*
"Y/N TALK TO ME" he yelled
"Why are you yelling?" I asked on the verge of tears
" Because you talking bout you can't do this nomore, do what?" He asked
I turned away to avoid his eye contact. Lord knows if i looked at them I would've broken down.
"Mikey can you please-
"Can i please what?" He interrupted
" Shit been good and you text me on this. Yeen have the decency to tell me "im not feeling you nomore" he said
" i never said that. Its not you-
"Mann don't hit me with that, its not you its me bullshit." He said
"Do you see what they're saying about me?" I asked
I usually don't pay attention but alot of the things they were saying were really hurtful, telling me to kill myself and calling me a rapist.
"Do you hear what they say about ME?"
"Its the Internet, fuck them. Let em talk " he said
"Its not that easy Mikey." I said sniffling
"I know, im just asking you to try" he said
"I have tried, i've BEEN trying" i told him
He was quiet, he just stood there not saying anything. I could tell that he realized what was going on and i could also see the hurt in his face. He left and i cried myself to sleep.
End of Flashback*
Of course we kept in touch after everything. We'd text each other here and there, but eventually that stopped. Not because we wanted it to, but because Mikey constantly reminded me how much he loved me and wanted to be with me. There was no doubt i wanted the same things BUT he was a minor and i was already too deep as is, so i stopped responding. He ended up deactivating all his social media accounts. Its been about a year since then. I was wrapped in a towel getting ready for a shower when my phone vibrated. I grabbed it off the bed seeing a notification from Instagram.
mikey posted a photo
A sense of nervousness washed over me. This means he's back on social media. I clicked it automatically opening the app.
"Damn"
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