The Worst of Us - Hyunjin Centric

The Drastic Changes

When all of the members gone back home, they decided to give the leader and Hyunjin some space to be able to not have any trouble or chaos inside their dorm.

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Chan POV

After we got inside our dorm, I carried a now sleeping Hyunjin inside his bedroom before carefully putting him in bed. But before I got the chance to go I suddenly heard him whimpered and started to cry silently which I immediately run beside him and started caressing his soft hair.

"C-Channie Hyung...hik...please...hik...don't leave me, please" He pleaded while looking at me with his teary eyes which makes me feel guilty.

"Don't worry Jinnie ah, hyung will never leave you again, so take some rest okay? I'll sing you a song until you fell asleep" I tried to make him relaxed a bit by started singing which is it successfully lulled him to sleep.

After I made sure that he is already asleep, I decided to take a shower and told the members to eat dinner without me, so that I can carefully monitor Hyunjin overnight.

I couldn't help but to wonder what happened to him that suddenly made him feel like this. I was to worried and tired that I couldn't help to feel the drowsiness came over me then I feel my eyes closed slowly while still looking at Hyunjin's peaceful sleeping face beside me.

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I suddenly woke up when I heard a noises around me and I sit up properly to look around the bedroom and I suddenly realized that Hyunjin's already not in the bed before noticing that the bathroom lights are on.

I carefully walk infront of the bathroom door before looking inside and my blood runs cold when I saw my dearest member are now lying motionless and naked inside the bathtub with pool of water. (Btw, his head is still above the water so don't worry he didn't drown or anything) I run to his side and tap his cheeks softly to made him awake.

"Jinnie ah wake up! Are you out of your mind? What I'm you'll get a Pneumonia from staying in the water for so long? How long are staying here?" I asked him when he slowly coming from his senses and he look up to me before smiling.

'No...it's not the same smile that I'd love to see everyday when I'm tired. It's not the same smile he will be giving to every member when they're sad...it's like a soulless doll looking at me with his emotionless eyes'

"Jinnie ah" I muttered trying to hold myself from breaking infront of him.

"Channie hyung...do I look good?" I furrowed my eyebrows in curiosity from his sudden question and I tried to help him out in the bathtub but only loss my balance before wetting myself when I accidentally fell inside the bathtub with him which results for both of us to soaked on a cold water in the middle of the night.

I tried to help him again but he suddenly come closer to me before whispering in my ears.

"Channie~ do I look pretty? Do you want my body? Hahaha" I couldn't help but get flustered from what he's talking about but I just shook my head in disagreement between his strange attitude.

"Hyunjin ah, what are you even trying to say? If there's any problem you've been keeping please tell me so that I can help you!" I frustratingly pleaded to him because I don't want this kind of Hyunjin. I wanted the old Hyunjin who's childish not this kind of some creep.

The smile flattering on his lips suddenly disappeared and all the emotion on his gace goes away before looking up to me like he's searching through my soul before breaking down infront of me again.

I felt so hopeless when I tried to comfort him with a hug which is very useless because we're both inside the bathtub but this the only thing I can do for him.