The Worst of Us - Hyunjin Centric

What is Happiness?

Numbness...that's the only emotion that's Hyunjin's feeling right now. He was sitting inside the taxi that Jaehyun ordered for him after he drive him back to the hotel.

He keeps touching the marks all over his neck which is covered by some luxurious makeup products. While both of his wrists that are covered with his sweater are now blaring red because of the previous event earlier. Luckily Juyeon bought him a expensive soothing ointment for the marks and forming bruised to healed it fastly.

He couldn't help but began to choked as he began to cry silently. Hyunjin didn't try to look at the now concerned taxi driver because of shame. Who wouldn't be ashamed when you're a grown up man crying like a child inside his taxi. The rides are too quite to made him more delirious, filling his mind with negative thoughts.

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Hyunjin POV

I was staring blankly infront of our shared dorm's door and pulling my sleeves down wiping the tears stain off my face before opening the door and closing it carefully.

He was frozen on his placed when he heard a familiar soft voice behind him "Hyunjin hyung, why are you home late?"

He turned around and let out a soft but fake smile to Seungkin who's looking at him with worried eyes.

"Don't worry Minnie ah. I just...I just got caught in time and enjoyed too much on chatting with my friends" I explained which is a total BIG LIE but I just hope that Seungmin will believe me.

He just nodded in understatement before returning on his and Jeongin's shared bedroom but before he closed the door he look at Hyunjin again before talking.

"Hyung...will wait for you to open up everything to us again. But please hyung always remember that we're always here for you. We're here to help you if you're really in trouble because...we love you Hyung and our love for you will not change despite of your sudden changes...Goodnight hyung" He explained before closing the bedroom door.

I couldn't help but let out a shaky breath by Seungmin's words. Before shaking my head.

"If you know Seungmin...if you'll know you're all going to be disguted by me...I don't want to hurt you all...and...I don't want all of you do be in danger because of my stupidity"

I walk inside mine and Chan hyung's shared bedroom and I immediately saw Chan hyung's sleeping figure on my bed while hugging one of my pillow which made me smile a little. Sometimes he's too childish when it comes to me.

I took out one of my oversized white CD Hoodie and a pair of black CK brief and boxers before started showering inside the bathroom. I make sure that the door is locked so no one could see my bare body who's now covered with bruised and disgusting teeth marks from that Demon. I scrub and scrub all over my body not caring when my skin started getting flushed red.

After a 30 minutes hot bath, I applied the soothing ointment on every marks on my neck and body before putting on my clothes and Walk outside the bathroom before laying myself beside Chan hyung. I was about to close my eyes when a pair of hands suddenly circling around my waists and I look to my side seeing Chan hyung's handsome face who's already look at me with those two lovely eyes.

"Jinnie ah...I miss you" He muttered and feeling our closeness which made my breath hitched seeing our faces are just inches apart.

"I-I...I'm sorry to keep you waiting Hyung" I muttered softly before starting to feel the warmth of his body around me.

"It's okay, I'm just worried" He replied before looking down to my face and began to end the space on both of us. My breath hitched when I felt his soft lips touched mine before closing my eyes melting slowly to his soft kisses. It lasted for a moment before we took  our lips off of with each other.