The Worst of Us - Hyunjin Centric

Is This The End?

Hyunjin POV

I was walking at nothing again. It seems like I'm already walking in this lonely empty road since forever ugh...The thing is, I don't even know why the heck I'm doing here and where are my members, my hyungs, my dongsaengs...I'm really sure that I've been hearing their voices since the moment I got here but I don't know where... I just took a deep breath before looking at the empty road again until a voice called out to me not far away. I turned around curiously and my blood runs cold when the person who's behind me is Eunha. Guess what....I'm fucking freaking out!!!

Why is Eunha here?!! Why...w-why???Am I dreaming? Or....Am I already dead?

I keep thinking too much inside my head that I didn't saw that Eunha was already laughing infront of me but then I was taken back into the reality when a warm hand suddenly tapped my shoulder and I look back at Eunha's figure who's smiling infront of me.

"E-Eunha wh-" I tried to be brave enoguh and let out the question that keep lingering inside my head when she just cut off my words and decided to speak up herself.

"Yes it's me Hyunjin ah and No your still not dead..for now. But I came here just to know that I'll be the one who's assigned to be your...guide...to...you know the paradise" She explained gently while still not wiping off the reassuring smile plastering on her lips. I suddenly choked up a bit in surprise from what she said and immediately shook my head to make sure that everything around me specifically Eunha is really real and to my dismay everything...is really true.

"B-But...why? I-I mean, I'm still young and...a-and m-my family...my members...Jaehyun hyung...C-Chan hyung...w-what if I go with you...what about them?" I tried not to choked up in tears asking Eunha about what will happen if I go with her...well you couldn't blame me though even if I really wish and wanted that my pain will disappear yet I'm also afraid of what will happen to the people that I love after I leave you know...I'm not that selfish just thinking only myself.

"If you're asking my opinion they'll definitely move on just like everyone else, Hyunjin ah...that's what all people do because if they don't they'll only live in sorrow"

I look down in tears thinking of how will my family and the people I loved accept my death...I couldn't help but starting to cry silently remembering the faces of my loved ones, specially Chan hyung in my funeral...How can I be happy if thinking just how hurt and heartbroken they can be just because of me being selfish and just thinking for myself...I'll regret it for my entire life if I choose to go without having any closure to them...That's why I made a choice...I'll go back.

I wiped away my tears before immediately look back at Eunha with now more eager way that seem mad ehim shock a little but not very surprised at all, it seems like she's also reading my thoughts.

"I-Is t-there anything...t-that I can do to go back?"

Eunha was just looking at straightly at my eyes maybe thinking if I'm being serious and after a while she just let out a deep breath before speaking up.

"Hyunjin ah...I'm being frank with you right now because...I don't want you to get hurt not just to your physical soul and of course because your body is definitely dying right now...it will not be easy to go back...but..."

I look at her with hopeful eyes before asking again.

"B-But what?...Please Eunha I can't go this soon...Please" I pleaded and pleaded until she finally look down in defeat and began to think carefully before turning back to me.

"I know the place where there's a dimension between the body and the soul of us are still connected...we can go there for you to go back but..."

"Where's it?" I asked eagerly and she pointed at the straight empty road behind us before speaking up again.