𝘍𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘺 𝘍𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥

What!?

Gon Freecss is the most annoying individual I have ever met. I despise him with my entire being. I didn't know it was possible to loathe a person this much. Everything he does just ticks me off. It takes a toll on me to not slap that little shit.

I know that probably sounds harsh, but you can't blame me. He aggravates the living shit out of me. Especially since Alluka favors him over me. What does he have that I don't??

I just want to knock that cheery innocent smile off of his face that he CONSTANTLY wears. I've probably only seen him not smile like, 10 times. And that's saying a lot, since I've known him for basically, my whole life. God, that's sad.

It's not like he really did anything wrong, it's probably just me being picky about people. His constant cheery mood makes me want to rip my eyes out. I just want to see him in pain. That sounds a little weird— forget I said that.

I met him when I was 4 years old. We met at some daycare. When I first saw him, he was beside his dad, Ging. He was next to his dad, holding onto his pants leg, with the biggest smile I had ever seen.

"Hi, I'm Gon!," I remember him saying. Right off the bat, he irritated me. How was this kid so confident and cheery looking. I hid behind my mom's leg. "Me no like him," I said to my mom as I looked up at her. I remember hearing a loud exasperated sigh escape from my mom's lips, probably because she was juggling 5 young kids all at once.

Before my mom could say anything, Alluka spoke up "Hewo Gone!," she said with a smile that mirrored his own.

I think her responding to him first is what led to them being best friends. I swear, they're inseparable. Despite them being a year apart, they're like twins. It annoys the living shit out of me. It's not fair, how did my favorite sibling become such good friends with the person I can not stand?? I feel like I got stabbed in the back. And— they're always whispering and giggling stuff to each other. I hate it. It makes me want to snatch that little prick by his skinny arm and throw him out a window. That seems a bit violent but it's how I feel. One day I just might shut him up for good.

Me and Gon have had some conversations. I always see him though. He's always hanging out at our house. Whenever he comes over, Alluka and him always go to her room or outside to hang out. One time, they had a fashion show and Alluka made him wear a dress. I don't know but seeing him in a frilly pink dress with makeup on made my insides stir. I felt my face heat up, it was probably from second hand embarrassment.

I remember, one day after lunch in middle school, 8th grade to be exact, I decided to take a walk around campus. That's when I spotted Alluka and Gon standing near a tree somewhere. Gon was looking up at Alluka since she had her grow spurt in 6th grade, while she looked down at him. Gon is also just short in general, it's pretty funny actually.

I could see they were talking, so, like the nosy person I am, I hid behind a nearby wall to listen in on whatever stupid conversation they were having.

"Do you even like girls, Gon?," huh?

"I don't know anymore..." I heard Gon's voice respond back with hesitation. I decided to peak my head out from the wall. This was the first time I had ever seen Gon look real nervous. He was fidgeting with the sleeve of his sweater, one of my old ones that was gifted down to him. He still wore it even though it was too big on him.

"Do you think Paige is cute?," Alluka asked. "No."

"Retz?"

"No."

"Samara?"

"No."

Alluka continued to name girls in their PE class, the only class they shared together. I know this because I was also in their class. Gon continued to say no to all the names. That's when she asked something that was shocking.