𝘍𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘺 𝘍𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥

Jealous

I practically throw my backpack off my back making a small thud sound. I untuck the chair at the table and sit down. I sigh heavily, my classmate hears me. And of course I know him.

Kurapika's eyes dart to look at me. I can tell he's slightly worried about me. Usually on Mondays I'm not in this bad of a mood. "What's up?," he asks, taking out his math textbook.

I internally groan but put on one of the best fake smiles I could muster. "Nothingg," I lie through gritted teeth. It's not that I'm particularly sad. I'm just upset and annoyed; I don't exactly feel like socializing at the moment.

I look at the seat across from me and see a blonde girl flirting with Ryu, making me roll my eyes. I've been in this class for a while but I still can't seem to remember that blonde girl's name. And, she's talked to me a lot. She's most definitely into me. I can tell, whenever she speaks to me she puts her hair behind her ear and blushes. Her giggle is also more high-pitched around me. Sometimes people are too easy to read.

Maybe I could get a new girlfriend sooner than I expected.

I have a feeling that the reason Neon broke up with me in the first place was because I didn't show her enough affection. Some part of me pities her. The other part, doesn't. I don't have time to worry about her I guess. I kind of want a new focus in life at the moment. I just don't know what it is yet.

Apparently I was lost in my thoughts for too long because I feel Kurapika tapping my shoulder. My eyes refocus and I notice the room I'm in. Right, school is occurring. I turn my head to face the blonde boy. "What?"

"You zoned out," he simply says, "So how was your weekend?" He asks.

Great, a conversation.

"It was good."

"That's good, what did you do?"

"Nothing really, what 'bout you?"

"Oh my god, I did a lot-," I tune out his voice because I know he's going to go on a ramble about something I couldn't care less about.

I start listening again once I hear my name being called by a feminine voice. "Killua, how are you and Neon?" The blonde girl asks, probably butting into the conversation, I honestly don't know if she is or not. "We broke up," I say and grab a pencil that was on the table and do some tricks I learned when I had been bored in the past.

"Wow, really? That's good to know," she says, clearly hinting at something, she's being pretty blunt about it. I decide to go along with it. I force a smirk on my face, "What's your name again?," I ask. I honestly need to know if this is going to go anywhere.

A pink hue tints her cheeks, "R-Retz," she responds shyly. I honestly have no idea why people like it when I show barely any interest. Maybe it's a personal problem of theirs, none of my concern. I'm just glad it worked.

"Oh, right," I say, pretending to have had her name in the back of my head. In reality, I had absolutely zero clue of what it was to begin with.

I notice Ryu looking at me skeptically. Probably wondering about how I already got her flustered with just a few words.

The door to the classroom opens alerting all of us. My head snaps to look at Gon and some guy entering the classroom. I can hardly see Gon, he's basically hiding behind that tall guy. I'm probably taller than him but whatever.

I feel my face heat up a little, why do I feel so bitter when Gon is around other guys?

I internally slap myself and shake off my thoughts.

I recognize the tall guy to be Kenji, he's well known and is in pretty much all of my classes. He might have all his classes with Gon. That's probably why they're together right now.