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Poetry

Tw: trauma These are just little lines of some things that go through my head, I dont know how to explain everything I feel (hint the name) I post these for others to see they're not alone in being confused and trapped in the past

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maybe

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by swaggerzdez

by swaggerzdez

Maybe if I was born in the right body with the right gender
Maybe things would be different
Maybe they wouldn't have abused me
Maybe I wouldn't have been told to be lady like
Maybe I wouldn't be called an attention seeker
Maybe everything about me wouldn't be judged
Maybe my weight wouldn't matter to them
Maybe my short hair wouldn't be wrong
Maybe my clothing taste wouldn't be wrong
Maybe my body hair wouldn't be disgusting
Maybe I wouldn't hate my body
Maybe I wouldn't be trapped by my body
Maybe I would scratch and scratch at myself because its wrong

Maybe they are right
Maybe I'm wrong
Maybe I'm just a girl like they say

I will never know here I am in this body