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Say something

As days passed, they got slower.

He had healed from his injuries but honestly, he didn't feel better.

They had streamed and George explained that him and Erika broke up due to some relationship problems. In the end, there was no point in him getting in the relationship. Everyone went back to how they were saying George was gay and how he broke up with Erika to be with Dream.

Was that part of the truth?

Honestly, he didn't know.

Somewhere in his heart, he felt like that was the reason and that things happened.

But even deeper down he knew that Dream didn't feel shit towards him.

It was hard to hide things from Dream and even Sapnap yet he succeeded.

A fake smile can go a long way.

Fake laughs can echo for hours.

And 'im fine' can hide a lot.

They had no idea what he was going through.

All the hurt and pain. The sadness and hopelessness.

You use tears to let out emotions but it gets to a point where the tears no longer come. Instead, George sat in his bed restlessly as he realized that he was defeated in his fight for just a few more years.

They would stream and he would laugh but nothing was like it was before.

The crash took more than just his ability to see colours.

Streaming didn't have a positive impact in his life like it was supposed to.

It made him self conscious.

It made him embarrassed.

And it hurt.

Because words cut deep.

And some of the cuts don't heal.

Erika tore at him taking and taking until there was nothing left to give.

And just like that, she was gone.

He wasn't sad about her leaving, in fact, he was grateful, but he was sad and mad at himself for letting someone destroy him so much.

It just proves that when people say he's weak, it's the truth.

George was lying on his bed holding a gift from Dream. He gave them to him about a week after his crash.

"Come on George" Dream said quickly walking to the car.
"Ok ok" George laughed following him "where are we going?"
"Somewhere" Dream said grinning

They arrived at the beach and the sun was setting. The sky was a pink, red, orange, purple colour. Of course, George sadly couldn't see it because of the crash.

Dream guided George down by the water.

"Why are we here Dream?" George asked
"Close your eyes"
"Wha-"
"Just close them" Dream laughed

George did as told and closed his eyes trying to figure out what Dream was getting.

He felt Dream's hands brush the side of his cheek as glasses were set onto his eyes.

"Dream are th-"
"Open your eyes and find out" Dream interrupted already know what George was going to ask.

He opened his eyes and gasped. The world was- colourful. All he recognized but forgot what they were like. He didn't remember them being so pale but it was still something.

And he was grateful.

"Dream! How- oh my god tha-" and he paused when he looked at Dream.

Then, he blushed.

He forgot how green and beautiful his eyes were. All the different greens blending together make them so unique.

Dream giggled "how do you like them"
"I- I love them thank you so much!" George said while hugging Dream.

The warmth and honest joy in that hug was missed immensely.

Tears fell down his face as he blinked.

"Hi Georgie" Dream teased as he logged onto Minecraft
"Hi Dreamie" George said teasing back. The name was one Dream used for him often but when they used it on stream, it was as a joke.

"Oh shut up" Dream said allowing George to almost hear the eye roll.

George saw in chat everyone spamming 'Dream!!' and he assumed Dream had joined the live.

George was wearing a suit for the stream and wondered what Dream was thinking.

Did he think he was hot? Cute?

Or was that just what George hoped he thought?

"Trying out your outfit for our date George" Dream giggled
"Dream!" George said flustered

The chat was going wild of course.

'DNF CONFIRMED?!'
'oooo georgies blushing'
'Gogy want the dick'
'DNFDNFDNFDNFDNFDNF'
'Dream u finna make Georgie act uppp'

Sure enough, he was red as one can be.

But he like the comment Dream made.

It made him feel something.

George gritted his teeth and dug his fingernails into his skin.

The memories hurt.

He looked to the bathroom connecting to the bedroom and laid his eyes on a bottle of pills.

Georges looked at the door with tears falling before getting up and walking into the bathroom.

He saw a few bottles all for a few different things and grabbed one.

The cap fell off as he twisted it and looked into the mirror.

His face was red and puffy and his eyes widened as he realized what he was doing.

George jumped back dropping the pills making them spill all over the floor.

He stumbled backward and his back hit the wall as he desperately tried to cling onto it.

He lost balance and fell to the ground with his world spinning.

He pushed his hair up out of his face.

Tears already made a puddle on the floor.

He rested his head on the wall thinking of Dream and sobbed. Then, he mumbled a few words...

"Say something...

I'm giving up on you..."

Words from the author - Hello! This is the best chapter I have wrote so far and I hope you enjoyed it!

Have a great day everyone!