Drew/ Rafe imagines ;)

What a time part 2

Drew's POV

I admit it that I think about it sometimes
Even though I know it's not so distant
Oh, no, I still wanna reminisce it

I was currently in my trailer chilling on my phone it had been a week since we started filming season two. I got up to grab a water from the mini fridge. That's when I noticed the little note on my counter.
(I found this in my trailer under my couch when I was cleaning. I didn't think I should throw it out.- Chase) under it was a bracelet Y/N had made me. She had a matching one. I thought I had lost it. I looked for it everywhere for weeks. Slipping it back on my wrist I thought about the day she gave it to me.

"Hey I have a present for you" she said walking into my trailer. "It's nothing big so don't get your hopes up." She smiled at me. "It's still a present so I'm happy no matter what" I say sitting down on the couch holding out my hands and closing my eyes. "Ok open" she said after placing something in my hands. "Awe I love it. Did you make it?" I asked putting it on. "Yes I did. I may have also made one for everyone but we are the only ones with matching ones" she stretched out her arm putting it next to mine showing me that they did in fact match. "Well I love it. And now I can brag to Madison that you are my best friend and not hers" I laugh. "Hey You are both my best friends you all are." She said lightly hitting my arm. "Then why do we have the only matching ones?" I asked teasing her. "Shhh" is all she said before leaving my trailer.

I kept it on for filming. Ever time I glanced at it threw out the day my eyes would start watering. I didn't let them fall though. Not wanting anyone to ask me how I felt. Knowing I'd break down if anyone brought it up. The hole group were still wearing theirs. I knew they noticed I had mine on. I caught them looking at it. Chase must have told them he found it. I did end up finally letting the tears fall when I had gotten to my trailer at the end of the night.

I think of the night in the park, it was getting dark
And we stayed up for hours
What a time, what a time, what a time

Finally getting home and flopping on to my bed. I rolled over to my night stand looking at a picture in the smashed frame. I couldn't help but think of the night that picture was taken.

We were hanging out at Rudys and chases apartment. It was around 11:30 when me and Y/N ended up sneaking out to the park across the road. We ended up sitting on the swings. "Why did you want to sneak off?" She asked me just above a whisper. "I like talking with you when it's just us." I smile at my feet knowing if I looked at her I'd blurt it out and mess up the nice way I had planned it out in my head. "Fair we do have some pretty good deep talks. So what's on your mind tonight?" She asked looking over at me. "Well I wanted to ask you something" I confused. "So shoot you can always ask me anything" "Ok but first I just want you to know that I'm so grateful that Madison introduced us. From the first day I met you we just clicked. Every conversation was so easy. You are so understanding, compassionate, and unbelievably talented. I'm very grateful that I'm able to say you are now also my best friend. And I wanted to ask if you would like to go out on a date with me?" I rambled more then I had planned but when I had looked into her eyes I couldn't hold back. The massive smile on her face and blush creeping up on her cheeks gave me a good feeling. "Well it's about time. I thought you would never ask!" She giggles. "I mean. Yes I would really like that" "Who spilled" I questioned laughing. "I had a crush on you and I asked Madison if she knew who you liked or if you were seeing anyone.." she look forward slightly starting to move back and forth on the swing. "And she just couldn't keep it a secret could she?" I asked. "I guess she was rooting for us" she looked back at me. Her signature cute smile beaming at me. "So how long have you had a crush on me" I asked grabbing her hand. "How long have you had one on me" she asked. Little did we know at the time the hole group was spying on us from the window. Madelyn taking a picture of us looking at each other smiling. The one that was now on my night stand.

Tears slowly rolling down my cheeks as I took the picture out of the broken frame and put it in a box of stuff I had kept from our relationship. Throwing out the frame. Wondering if she had also kept everything or trashed it.

You clinged to my body like you wanted it forever
What a time, what a time, what a time
For you and I
What a time, what a time
For you and I
 

It was 3 days later and It was the first anniversary for my cousins and of course they posted a TB on instagram. Scrolling threw all of them. I noticed one where me and Y/N were slow dancing in the background. Under the twinkle lights set up around the dance floor outside. I had asked her to be my date considering we had been together for 6 months. That night was amazing. She looked so beautiful in her dress. God I'd hold the memories of that night close forever.

"Y/N will you come dance with us?" A few of my little cousins asked as they crowed around her. "Absolutely" she responded. kissing my cheek and walking on to the dance floor with them. I sat there watching her dance around with the group of 3-5 year olds. Picking up the youngest. My cousins lily. It was in that moment seeing her be a natural with kids that I realized that I wanted to have our own one day. This was the girl that I was going to marry and have a family with. "Hey how are you doing?" she asked pulling me out of my little day dream of our future. "I'm doing amazing"
I smile at her kissing the top of her hand. Noticing that the music had changed to a slow song. "May I have this dance?" I whispered into her neck giving it a small kiss. "You may" she giggled standing up.
Me right behind her. We started swaying to the music as she resting her head on my chest. I held her a little tighter. "You look beautiful tonight by the way" "thank you, you look very handsome you self." It was a comfortable silence between us for the rest of the song. Despite the next song being a bit more upbeat we didn't change our swaying. "I could stay here forever" she whispers into my chest hold onto me tighter then before. "Under the stars dancing just you and me." "Same. No distractions. Just the peace sound of the wind and music. Our own little bubble." I whispered back kissing the top of her head. It had been 4 song but neither of us moved away from our tight hold on one another. Like if we let go the bubble would pop. So we stayed there just taking in the moment of us in our blissful bubble.

I put on our favourite song and turned my phone to silent not wanting anything to Interrupt the song I had memorized like the back of my hand. As I sat on my couch holding a pillow crying singing along to the song. How could I let her walk out without fully explaining my self. Or letting her know it wasn't a lie that I truly did lover her.