Drew/ Rafe imagines ;)

Ghost of you part 5

I woke up to my alarm going off. Wanting it to be any other day then it was. I was numb like someone els was operating my body. I didn't want to go to the hospital, I didn't want to see the building, I didn't want to smell the cleaning supplies, I didn't want to hear nurses or doctors walking around. I didn't want to say goodbye to my soul mate.

I got showered, dressed, and ate. All while listening to our playlist. Going threw the hole process on autopilot. Till I heard a knock on my door it was the gang here to pick me up. There was no way I was driving there today with out getting into an accident from my blurry tear filled eyes.

As I open the door there was a few soft Heys, and how are yous. Along with a hug from each of them. I hugged them all still not saying a word.

The car ride was quite. No music just the sound of sniffing or Kleenex whipping up the tears that excepted our eyes. Madisons head was on my shoulder for most of the ride leaving a small wet spot behind.

We were now standing outside of Y/Ns  room waiting for Kim to let us in. Fuck we were all a mess at this point.
A nurse walked out of the room and lets us know that we could now come in and say goodbye.

The sight in front of me was hell. It was like someone had figured out my worst nightmare and made it reality.
I stood back and let everyone els crowd around her bed crying and hugging her practically lifeless body. I don't know how long it had been. But It had to have been some time because two nurses had come by in the time that I had stood there watching her.

Madelyn reached her hand out to me. The last thing I wanted to do right now was go over and hold it. Know if causing some sort of argument if I didn't. I reluctantly walked over grabbing it and sitting beside the bed. That's when I stopped holding back and let the tears fall. The first tears of today. They didn't stop or lighten up. I was crying so hard I was hyperventilating.
"Please Y/N Please you can't leave me." I managed to croak out in between desperate gasps of air. That's when I felt it I felt her squeeze my hand. HOLY SHIT I FELT HER SQUEEZE MY HAND!
"That's it baby keep fighting you are so strong."
Madelyn and Madison had left to go get a nurse with out me even realizing it.
"We are all here Y/N we love you so much" Chase spoke. And she squeezed his hand.
In a tear filled blur there was nurse rushing into her room. Explaining to us that they are taking her down to an MIR to see if they could find any brain activity. Y/Ns parents hugging each other crying at the little sign of hope.

Drew we want you to come she will be wearing headphones to block out the noise but you can speak to her through them. We want to see if your voice sparks any brain activity.

There I was standing behind a big glass window watching them slowly move the bed into the MRI machine. Ok Drew to can start talking when ever she can here you.
"Hey baby it's Drew, I know it's been a while since we have talked. But you are so strong. I know you have it in you to keep fighting." I looked at the nurse. I know they can't tell me the results until we are back in the room. But I looked at they for any sign that it was working. "Y/N there it a buttons your holding in your hands. If you can please squeeze one of them. Show me how strong you are." The nurse help sign lit up. She did it. She squeezed one of them. "Good job Love. You are doing such a good job."

They started pulling her out of the MRI and the nurse and doctor started talking I completely zoned out. My mind racing with what this all meant and how unbelievably happy I was. I didn't realize how long I wasn't paying attention until I realized I was again back in her room holding her hand sitting beside her. The doctors talking to her parents. I didn't have the ability to really listen in on what they where all saying. I was to happy, crying to much from the immense amount of love I had for this girl and how strong she was. They only thing I picked up from the conversation going on behind me was that she was going to make it. That this shows signs of her waking up soon. That statement was the best new of my life!
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Hey guys I know this was a very long time coming. I'm sorry for the disappearance. And the shorter chapter. But I will be doing an epilogue for this story soon!❤️