Realization

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Han woke in the middle of the night feeling very uncomfortable, and he soon found out why. His boxers were a sticky mess but he was also confused as to when they'd gotten home, who put him in bed, and even took his pants, shoes, and makeup off. He climbed out of bed and went to his bathroom to shower since he hadn't earlier and it made him feel pretty disgusting now. Especially after that dream within a dream trop his mind decided to play tricks on him with.

After he finished showering and getting dressed in some cute matching pajamas he knew he wasn't gonna go to sleep again easily after remembering his dream. But for some reason, he once again felt drawn to the person that was in it and found himself walking quietly to Lee Know's room. He opened the door quietly as he knew he didn't need to knock when it came to his Hyung. Peeking inside to see if he was up, he wasn't surprised to see Hyunjin -the other person from his dream- cuddle up to him. Those two often slept together as every time a member went to wake one up, they were both there.

"Hanji, did you want to cuddle?" Minho asked through the dark when he saw the figure. They were both still up, having just showered again, after their activities, feeling too sweaty and dirty earlier.

Han nodded and quietly shut the door, to not wake anyone else up, and easily climbed into bed with his Hyungs, feeling instant warmth as they lay on either side of him. He thought he'd feel unbearably uncomfortable around them after what he'd just imagined, but he just felt calm and so relaxed.

"Do you want me to leave you two baby?" Hyunjin asked, as he knew Han was most comfortable with Lee Know, even if he didn't want to leave either. "No!" Both of them said at the same time, a little
too loudly. "No Jinnie, I want to cuddle with you too." Han told him, snuggling into his chest while feeling secure in Lee Know's arms. Both of them made him feel safe and even if he felt a little guilty for having a wet dream about them, he wanted to be with no one else more at the moment.

They all went to sleep pretty quickly after that, feeling the familiar exhaustion hitting them. Luckily they had a day off tomorrow. As Hyunjin and Lee Know went to sleep thinking of ways to put the plan into action tomorrow, Han was hoping he could get over his feelings one day before he had to leave the group. There was no way he was gonna mess up everything they built by staying around when they would inevitably hate him after finding out.

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In the morning Han woke up still facing Hyunjin but only felt one pair of arms wrapped around him. Before he could wonder where Minho was, he smelt bacon coming from the kitchen. It made him moan just thinking about Minho's cooking. He looked up at Jinnie in front of him and was taken aback for a second.

How did he not know his feelings before now? He thought. Everyone knows Hyunjin is absolutely gorgeous. Han's knees might've gone weak if he wasn't already lying down because seeing him so close was unreal. His face was completely relaxed with his long black hair falling around him and that adorable mole sitting prettily right under his eye. He was breathtaking.

"If you stare any harder you might break my face." Hyunjin said sluggishly.

Han went pale. When did he wake up and how long did he know I was just staring at him? He thought.

Little did he know, Hyunjin had woken up when Lee Know did and they both did their morning routine, so he's been up silently watching Han sleep as well and only just closed his eyes to gauge Han's reaction when he woke. "Don't worry beautiful, I know I'm gorgeous." Hyunjin said before stretching and Han playfully slapped his chest blushing. Then Hyunjin winced, his face scrunched in pain as he moved his legs. "What's wrong?" Han asked when he saw this. "Nothing. Just a little sore." Hyunjin told him, as he couldn't exactly say he rode the fûck out of Lee Know last night. So his hips, thighs, and âss are sore because of it.

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