"Ahhh, what is wrong with me?" Hyunjin slapped himself in the head, forcefully wiping the tears that wouldn't stop coming.
Just days ago, he was thinking of marrying Lee Know. That night with Seungmin and him, made Hyunjin realize the only thing he'd want to change is for them to be together fully and wholeheartedly. He'd been trying to figure out when the best time to bring up the prospect of marriage to the group was. He'd gladly marry any one of them, but he's been hoping the older would pop the question for a long time now. Finally being with the others, just made him want the big picture even more.
Except now he was giving the man he loves ultimatums and suggesting breaking up.
But he couldn't take it anymore. D always found ways to force his dominion over Lee Know. And Lee Know is clueless about this.
Hyunjin couldn't help thinking, He admires D, okay. He appreciates him, okay. He's still friends with him after being his sub and trained by the mongoose, o-fûcking-kay!
But he's not going to stand around and continue to take D's teasing, flirting, and punishing Lee Know. He doesn't get to do that anymore. Lee Know isn't his.
The bastard loves to piss him off too, and Lee Know just pretends everything is alright.
Well, he was done and over it. Lee Know had a choice to make, and it better be the right one.
He just wishes it didn't hurt so much to wait and find out.
Curled into a tight ball, he couldn't stop sobbing over the fact the older hadn't chosen him in a second. Instead, he had to think about it.
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Lee Know's POV
No scene tonight.
The text rang from my phone. I expected as much after our fight, but it seems I wasn't the only one.
The members responded to Hyunjin's message in the chat with minimal effort. They all must have felt down then, because the chat was never this quiet. In fact, it was always pretty chaotic. And they didn't even ask why.
I flipped the phone over when it finished ringing.
I don't know what to do. Hyunjin's got it in his head that D is the bad guy, and I don't know why.
He's just a friend. Hyunjin's probably just being jealous, but it'll pass. It has to. There's no way we'll break up just like that, after being together for years. After finally getting the members together. What would that mean for everyone if we broke up? How would they react?
No, no, I'm not thinking about this anymore. I'll let him calm down tonight, and I'll talk to him tomorrow. We're not breaking up. We can't.
My bell rang and I looked up at the screen to see two figures—Han and Seungmin. I opened the door for them. "You usually just walk in." I said to Han.
He looked away, embarrassed to be called out.
"Come in." I opened the door wider and turned around to sit back on my bed. They both walked in and shut the door.
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BACKSTAGE - OT8
FanfictionI tugged on the silver chains around my wrist, locked to the headboard. "We've decided that if, or when, we need to punish you--it will be together." Hyunjin informed me. "Is that so?" I growled out because he was still riding me like a horse, so I...
