✔Our Fantasy • Stray Kids X Reader✔

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September 15, 1998, 21:44

Dear diary,

I can't even believe I'm writing this, but he officially asked me out! I'm actually dating Jihoon, can you believe it? He made it so romantic, he got me these beautiful red flowers, they were almost even glowing so beautiful. I've never encountered flowers like these, it's hard to believe they're even real. That this moment is even real.

At home things are just getting worse and worse. They're forcing me to marry some sort of rich son from business partners in order to save their business. I don't want to stay here anymore... Should I just run away? And stay with Jihoon? I'm sure his friends don't mind either, they all seem really nice. Lee Minjun, one of his friends and his wife Jiho welcomed me too, Jiho even said she was rooting for us. It's really sweet.

There are some things going on however. I'm not sure why or what, but there's a lot of tension, making the friend group sort of split in half. They're all still living together, but it honestly doesn't look good. I really hope they will all resolve things... I'm thinking of asking Jihoon again, but last time he seemed really on edge about it. Should I ask Minjun or Jiho instead? I really don't know what to anymore, about the marriage or what's going on.

Dear diary, please save me from this mess.

~ Kang Yejun

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Time was moving both too slow and too fast. I couldn't figure anything out. I should probably ask Jisung about what he knew, or maybe Changbin, but wouldn't they get suspicious if I did so suddenly? "Hey, can I randomly know about the past so I can figure out how to get out of this place?" No thank you.

I let out a sigh. Time was ticking by with nothing accomplished. The guys came back not too long ago, Changbin quickly came in to note they were back, but left quite soon as he saw me writing. "A diary, so it's a secret!" I waved it off as, to which he just chuckled. "Well, guess I'll leave you to it then!" I got it just now from the work room, one of the many things left untouched, waiting to be written.

Not that I was actually using it as a diary though. I wanted to write down all the things I knew to make sure I wouldn't forget or miss out on anything. The boys were all downstairs in the kitchen, in some sort of meeting. Changbin wouldn't tell me what it would be about, but simply told me not to go down for a while. Fine by me, it would be the perfect time to plan everything out.

Well, if my brain would be working. I should probably ask Jisung as soon as they're done. After all, Jeongin himself told me Jisung would probably know more. I just couldn't let it go, the fact that the wall wasn't there until only a few years ago, and with the disappearance of all the adults without anyone really knowing, there has to be something more to it...

I closed the diary in annoyance. Why was this so hard to figure out? The time was closing in too. It was getting dark outside too. Could I finally eat something yet? I closed the diary, making sure to place it under my mattress. Hopefully they wouldn't find it. I opened the door, startled to see Jisung right in front of my door with quite the determination in his eyes. "Y/N... can we please talk?"

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"Guys, I'm going out on patrol again tonight," Minho stated. One of the first times they actually spoke again. Felix groaned, already getting up from the couch. "What are we even patrolling for anyways? It's not like anything gonna be different than last time." Minho shook his head. "I'm gonna go alone, so you guys stay home." Felix sat down again. "Fine. See you later."

Seungmin was the only one that looked Minho in the eye. He was the only one that knew there was more to it, but from the looks of it Minho didn't trust him enough anymore to tell him. He had been working on his own plan, but Minho would be crucial in it, though from the look in Minho's eyes Seungmin could see that that wasn't going to happen anytime soon. Great, what on earth was he supposed to do now?

Minho went out. It was quiet, well, besides the usual noises you'd hear in the forest. He truly was nervous, for the first time in practically ever. Maybe besides that day, but that day wouldn't be spoken off again. With anyone. He laughed to himself. He never thought he'd go willingly. He'd probably get beaten wouldn't he? And he'd still not even be sure if it would all work out or not. This might just be the biggest risk he had ever taken, and all that for a girl, can you believe it?

He almost couldn't even believe it himself. He never thought he'd actually find anyone he'd want by his side that badly, yet here he was, risking his life for her. It was absolutely driving him crazy. Well, she was. He knew there was no turning back anymore, so he might just as well go through with it without the constant worrying. If she was going to drive him crazy, he was going to let her know.

As if he knew, Changbin was waiting outside. "What are you doing here you jerk?" Minho chuckled. "Damn this asshole, I really can't believe I'm doing this...." He put his hands up, walking to Changbin with a smirk. "I'm giving myself up you idiot. Come here and take me."