<><>Liam POV<><>
The doctor looked worried and flustered. He knew something was wrong and I could feel it. This was not a good sign. "Um...Er... Mr. Payne, you need to leave the room," he said. I dutifully left, and no sooner than I had left, the room was swarmed by multiple nurses, doctors, anesthesiologists, and surgeons. I was scared.
I walked out of the hallway and into the parking lot, just in time to see everyone eating ice cream. Louis had carrot flavored ice cream. Where does he find this stuff? "Want some?" he asks. You couldn't pay me to eat that baby food that ice cream shops pawn off to the weird people of the world like Louis.
"No thanks," I humph and sit down on the hood of the van.
"Whats wrong," says Zayn, finally seeing the pain in my face.
I tear up. No Li. Stay strong, I tell myself. I can't help it. It turns into water works. The others are staring at me and saying things that I can't make out over my sobs. When it seems like my tear supply is finally running out, I realize that they are all saying, "What's wrong Liam?"
Louis, having the short attention span that he has, finally is done with being patient, and yells, "LIAM!! STOP CRYING LIKE A BABY AND TELL US WHAT'S WRONG!!!!" He can't even be soft for even a minute.
I sniffle, and say, "W-W-Wil-la i-is in th-th-the ho-hosp-hospital-"
Here I got interrupted by Mr. Tomlinson again, "We know that Liam!! Gees."
"Let him finish," Sabrina snaps, and looks at me, mentioning for me to go on.
Here was the hard part. "Sh-sh-sh-she'snotbreathing." I push out so fast, so I got it off of my chest.
"Say Wha?" they say in sync.
Oh no. I have to say it again. Breathe Liam. Just Breathe. I think. "Sh-sh-she. I-isn-isn't. Br-re-Breathing." I finally say, pronouncing every word.
Silence. No body said anything. Well, Louis ran to Ellie, jumped into his arms and cried. I guess it's just part of his nature to be wild and over dramatic like this.
After a few minutes of being silent, I swore I heard a helicopter. Then I remembered. Willa told me that this hospital's emergency room is filled with skiers and snowboarders who have gotten in accidents on the various mountains of Colorado. How do they get here? Helicopter. This helicopter seemed different. When it landed, no one was in it. Then, I saw her. She was being wheeled on a stretcher towards the helicopter, with an oxygen mask on her face.
I ran through everybody towards Willa, and only a wall of the hospital employees separated me from her. I tried to push through, and I was pushed back. I kept running, trying to get through to her, when I finally got an opening. I ran through it, and saw her.
For a start, her eyes were open. She was mumbling things in Spanish, which I didn't understand. When we got to the helicopter, I was stopped by the pilot. "Who do you think you are, young man?" he questioned me.
"I am Liam Payne, and this is my girlfriend," I said confidently. When I was with Willa, gone was the stuttering and uncertainty. I was me when I was around her. That was when I realized I couldn't lose her. If I lost her, I would lose a part of myself. I would probably even die.
In shock, the pilot opened the door to the helicopter, and let me in. I sat next to Willa, and I finally got the chance to talk to the doctor. "What's wrong with her," I asked in a worried tone.
After I found out, I wished I'd never asked. "I'm afraid there is nothing more we can do for Willa here. We are flying her to the Cancer Centres of America in Oklahoma. Willa has a problem that is very rare in cancer patients. Her body is not reacting to Chemo or Radiation. That is why we gave her the surgery. But now, the cancer cells are coming back, faster than before. She needs serious help, and procedures need to be performed on her that I simply cannot perform," he explained before shutting the helicopter door and leaving Willa and I inside.
I looked at Willa, my beautiful girlfriend, and sighed. She looked so peaceful on the outside, but on the inside, her body was at war. Then I realized her eyes were open. I let her see I was worried. I'm pretty sure I just made her more worried for herself. Ugh. I'm such an emotional clutz.
I looked into her worried eyes, and said, "Don't worry, you'll be OK." She still didn't seem convinced, so I sang a mash up of her favorite songs.
But I still wake up, I still see your ghost
Oh, Lord, I'm still not sure what I stand for oh
What do I stand for? What do I stand for?
Most nights I don't know anymore...
You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring you down, oh, no
So don't you bring me down today...
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
'Til you put me down, oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
I then finished it off with Moments, the song that described how I felt right now.
Shut the door
Turn the light off
I wanna be with you
I wanna feel your love
I wanna lay beside you
I cannot hide this
Even though I try
Heart beats harder
Time escapes me
Trembling hands
Touch skin
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face
Hands are silent
Voice is numb
Try to scream out my lungs
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face
If we could only have this life
For one more day
If we could only turn back time
You know I’ll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I’ll find the words to say
Before you leave me today
Then, the pilot's voice boomed through the small, enclosed helicopter - Niall would be freaking out right now - and said, "Fasten your seatbelts, we are about to take flight." This was going to be the longest flight of my life.
A/N:
So... She's not dead!! Yay!! What do you think is going to happen?? Comment below, because I need 4 votes and 4 comments before the next Chapter is posted.
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