"He's in there," Banner tells you. "He's still not fully healed so if there's anything you can do to help heal him,"
"I know, I'll do my best. Thank you Bruce," you reply. Entering the room, Loki is still unconscious. You pull a chair up to the bed and begin healing the wound using some purified water. As your glowing hands illuminate the water, you see the prince's eyes begin to flutter. He looks at you in shock, wondering what you were doing at his bedside.
"What is this vile woman doing in my room," Loki snaps, averting his eyes from yours.
"Loki, please let me explain-" you beg him to listen to you.
"I can't even look at you. Get this murderous bitch out of my sight. I never want to see your face again." he hisses at you. "For as long as I shall live, I will despise you."
"Loki-" you plead.
"I said OUT NOW," he growls at you.
You stand up from the bed and leave Loki alone.
"Bruce it probably would have helped to know he hadn't woken up yet," you whisper to the doctor, feeling a slight lump in your throat. You stroll away slowly, getting your emotions in check 'In the name of Danu, get yourself together' you think to yourself. You can't cry, especially not in front of anyone.
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It's been a few days since your return, and Tony decided to have a party to celebrate...yay. He said the attire for the party was formal, so you actually have to dress up this time. You decide to go with a less is more approach, mainly because less is easier.
"Val can you put on my necklace, I can't get the clasp on," you ask Valkyrie as Wanda adjusts her crimson ankle-length tulle dress in the mirror beside Nat who puts one last pin in her hair.
"So, have you had the chance to explain what happened to Loki yet," Nat finally asks the question you can tell they have all been dying to ask.
"No, but I expect his brother probably has," you answer. "I don't expect him to forgive me, there probably was some situation where everyone could come out unscathed. Unfortunately, I'm no genius, and I couldn't think of anything."
"Y/N, I don't think any of us could of-"
"Loki could have, of course he could have. The oh so clever God of lies has probably thought of an infinite amount of ways where I wouldn't have had to kill him and basically revive him from death-" you begin to ramble anxiously, before Valkyrie grabs your shoulders to face her.
"Breathe, you made the only decision possible in your situation. You bought us the time to find you, and the last time I checked Loki is healed. He actually probably feels bad, considering you somehow found a way for him to live when his only two options were to be killed," she reassures.
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Perfidious (Loki x fem!reader)
FanfictionLoki x reader (18+). Angst, mature language, smut, violence. ~You swore you wouldn't fall for him, you were sure it wasn't even possible. He's evil personified, incapable of loving another soul. Evil, maybe. But unlovable, certain...