Black Starry Night

Our hate cycle

Sunoo

The mission for this next week was announced almost immediately after the 4 of us went to the Horror House (That's what we ended up calling it after we got here since).

It was more of an individual mission nevertheless we all helped each other. It made me think that maybe being in the Horror House wasn't all that bad considering it brought us closer.

"Do you think they're as close as us in Heaven (that's what we decided to call the better house)? I mean, seeing that they had a lot more items than us and can practice alone, maybe they didn't get too close. If I think like that, it makes me a bit happy that I'm here with you and the rest of the guys!"

"what? You weren't happy for being with us before?"- Ta-ki asked back

"huh?.. what's this that I hear about Sunoo not liking to be with us?" - Hanbin said

"HEY! Kim Sunoo EXPLAIN THIS!!"- EJ suddenly yelled

"Wait- no, That's not what I meant you guys know it!!! It's just that after thinking about it it gives me a sense of relief. Being here makes me feel more motivated, plus I have the bonus of being together with you guys, which is why I'm thankful for being here right now." - I immediately responded

"Relax Sunoo, we were just teasing you. It's funny to see you get all worked up over it, you talked so fast you sounded like a rapper"- Ta-ki said

"oh, now that you say that, I think Sunoo would make a great rapper!" - Hanbin agreed

We all started laughing at what they said.

A few minutes later, the beginning of the weekly evaluation was announced. I think I did pretty good so I was hopeful, although I could tell there were a few mistakes. It was mostly because of my nervousness, which ended up making my moves a bit stiff and a few parts where my voice was a bit unstable.

NI-KI

When I first saw the mission I felt genuinely excited. I imagined how it would be like to perform with a group, maybe we would look like real performers!! The simple thought of that made me feel so happy.

The part that called my attention was part 1, center. Unfortunately, when we first assigned parts I wasn't courageous enough to volunteer for it so Heeseung ended up getting it.

Time skip

We were having some problems since some people didn't like Heeseung's leadership. Some guys were thinking of exchanging Heeseung's part. I saw that as an opportunity and thought to myself "you can do this! Just raise your hand, the worst that could happen is you stay with your part. Come on Ni-ki, you got this!" I breathed in and out a few times to stay calm.

Narrator

The 12 trainees all gathered in the living room and talked about their feelings.  Heeseung was approached with diverse opinions going from respect to actual discontentment.

The heavy news took a burden on him, who was feeling unsettled once the trainees finished talking to him hence he decided to leave for a while. He agreed to give his part to someone else if it was for the best of the team, which got later handed to Ni-ki.

It was now D-Day and the nervousness could be felt from all over the room. Soon after, they hear the start of the performance signal and head to the stage.

The TV suddenly turned ON in the Horror House and everyone gathered around it to watch the performance. 

As they looked at the screen their heads went completely blank.