A Promise [Akatsuki No Yona Fan-Fic] (ON HOLD!!!)

Chapter 21: The Pirates' Victory

[Mee-Yon's POV]   

     Where... am I? Oh, I forgot.... I fell in the ocean... with these stupid, heavy sealed marks. I hate it. I hate to be weak. It makes me feel that I couldn't do anything... I've only wished to be stronger... Stronger enough to protect others. But... I don't think... no one... wouldn't come for me... ever again. I rely too much on my parents in the past and I also rely Shin-Ah too much for 4 years. I don't want to rely on anyone anymore. It's best.... if I accept death. Death... is always the word... ever since... my parents died. 

        Everything was pitch black and I couldn't see a thing, but then... I saw light. I was curious and I followed the light is telling me: Death. If I accept death, would I have the chance to see with my parents again? I wanted to accept it, but the other part of me wanted to live. What should I choose? It's not that I didn't have a reason to live, right? As I reached my hand towards the light, then a voice appeared but it too fuzzy to recognize it. 

A voice: Mee-Yon! 

        Whose that? Whose voice is this? My thoughts wondered but the voice trails down into the darkness. If I go back, will I still have the chance to live? Will everyone... hate me? The voice became more distant, but I couldn't understand who is it. 

A voice: Mee-Yon! 

        Then pairs of warmth arms were hugging me. The warmth and the light both belonged to my parents. I wanted to follow death, but even so...  

Mom's voice: Mee-Yon... We're always here for you. Life or death, we're always be there right by your side. Move on and don't give up hope. 

Dad's voice: Live on and be happy as possible. You'll find your place and be happy again. 

        Tears starts forming from my eyes as they fell. The light and warmth became more distant and disappears.

        I slowly opened my eyes and came back to reality and my senses. A boy with yellow eyes... pretty yellow eyes. His eyes... were filled with worries. He also has short blue hair and has red facial markings on his face. Shin-Ah? 

Me: (weakly) S-Shin...Ah? 

Shin-Ah: Mee-Yon! (hugs me tight) Don't... Don't do that ever again. (hugs me even tighter) I... I...

Me: Shin-Ah... 

        His hugs are always filled with warmth... which made me never wanted to leave his arms. I couldn't say anything, but his name in respond. I wanted to say something, but I couldn't find them in the right words. Then something burn my skin. It wasn't Shin-Ah. It was the ninetail fox sealed that Kumji chained me. 

Shin-Ah: (lets go the hug and notice the chains) Mee-Yon, where did you get those?  

Me: Hm? Oh these? Well... 

        There was an awkward silence between us and I didn't want him to worry about me nor to tell what happen. Without knowing, he already broke the chains on my wrists and my ankles with his sword. I ended up having some little burns on both of them. I tried to stand up, but my legs felt wobbling because they fell asleep and I've been in chains last night. While my legs were wobbling, I accidentally trip, but Shin-Ah manage to catch me from behind. 

Me: A-arigatō... 

Shin-Ah: (puts his mask on) You can't walk, can you? 

Me: I-I can... I just need to straighten my le-- KYA!

        While when I was about to talk, Shin-Ah then carried me the bridal way. My heart just skip a beat. And more importantly, I felt embrassed and my face feels like a red tomato.