My husband

Plans

I got ready with a heavy heart. Just last night, I fought with my brother and everyone heard it. Most probably, he had told my father what happened because my father was not happy about anything either. I bet he was doubting if he even chose the right guy for me. I just hoped that he didn't have to do that. I mean, I could've stopped getting angry at a point if I wanted to. If I wanted, I wouldn't have caused the drama last night but I just... Got so overwhelmed by emotions. I really went over and beyond. What I did was definitely a little extra but who will go and apologize to my brother now? He needed a confrontation before I went away which he got very well. I just hope, things can sort out a little.

I was sad, angry but mostly confused. I got Suha out of the room last night even if I was not sure if she was involved in that trick but generally when it concerns to Sohit and Pranav, she knows and helps them in everything. So, currently I had my best friends, all except Suha inside my room, getting me ready for my big day. Most of them were concerned with the sad face I had with Suha not around but they could definitely guess that I fought with her. I wasn't in my right mind at all. I wasn't getting irritated on small things. I was not talking at all and there were like only 4 hours to the wedding.

" Ok. No we are not doing this until you tell us what happened," Aayu stopped braiding my hair midway and just sat on the bed, dragging my other friends along and I just looked down at my lap. Then, I looked at my hands filled with mehendi and let a few drops of tears fall down. What else? I was going away and I just fought with my brother. I had thought that I could have a happy relationship with him at least before going. It was hard on me plus I was emotional about the whole going away thing.

" Pari," Aarya sounded worried as she held my chin and made me look at them again. All of them had worried faces. They wanted to know what was happening and they definitely wanted to help me out in all of it. So, I decided that I could just tell them...
" I fought with everyone yesterday,"
" Is that why Suha is not here and at her house with Sohit?" Tanya asked me and I nodded as I wiped my tears
" But everything was fine till we left yesterday," Rama argued
" What did you guys fight on?" That was Aayu and all I did was take in a deep breath. I just wanted to get it off my mind for once, so I decided it was best to tell them.
" Sohit texted me at 12 asking me to come down. He wanted to say something,"
" Did he say that he didn't want to get married?" Aarya asked and gasped at the same time and I shook my head. That would've made me sad for sure but I wouldn't have fought with my brother over it.
" He didn't come. He sent someone instead and I got angry and I fought with bhai and then I fought with Suha and I told her to go back home," now, I burst out crying again and looked down at my lap. The color of my mehendi was really dark. That man really loved me very much. But I don't think I can love him as much as he loves me based on what just happened yesterday. If it was a prank, I'm not fine with it. I cannot be the one being the victim of their pranks anymore. I can't handle the pressure. I have to look good, be good, do good and over that they do these things which are surely going to irritate and hurt me. They all could've been more understanding of me...

" I'm calling Suha. Only she can fix this," Tanya declared and took out her phone and all I did was wipe my tears with tissue papers.

Within 10 minutes, she was even inside my room and hugging me.
" I seriously did not know anything about that. I am so sorry," she was ready. I could see that she had gone back home but was just waiting outside at that point to be called in and she was herself nervous about how I would react. I guess, I just hugged her back.

Then, she sat back on the bed while holding my hand and smiled.

" I talked to Bhai," Ok. My face turned stiff and pale now. I guess you could see that I was not comfortable with talking about him or any of those three for that matter.
" He said that it was some pact they had in Spain. That they'll meet each other's brides one night before the wedding. They just did not know that you will react that way," A pact? Are you serious! I felt miserable all night because of one fucking pact? You know what? My brother deserves my anger all his life. I take everything back about apologizing or feeling guilty about anything at all.

" and I know you want to get back at him. I have the perfect plan for you," she added and I nodded. I am ready to get back at everyone. I don't care. I will get then back at everything no matter what and by the end of her telling me her plan, I was already smiling. My mood had already went up at what she asked me to do and then, I was really smiling as I looked at myself in the mirror, being readied by my best friends and even aunts who were allowed in my now.

By the end of it; I don't like complimenting myself; but I looked gorgeous. The red lehenga I got stitched for myself was spot on. It complimented me so well. I looked like a bride ready to get married, smiling not because she was happy about the marriage but about what she would do after she got married...