Britney's POV: My heart sank and I didn't know what to say. "Wh-wh-what?" I asked. I felt sick, flushed, and I don't even know what else. Was he trying to say he wanted to have sex?
My thoughts were distracted by Nash. His lips brushed against mine. I wasn't sure what to do. He pulled away before kissing me again and then continued to kiss me. I didn't kiss back but I couldn't fight it anymore. I gave in.
We were making out and I could feel his hand pressed firmly on my back and the other on cheek. It felt right at the moment but I wasn't sure it was right. "Hey Nas-" A younger boy walked in. My heart raced and I was so embarrassed.
I hid my face in Nash's chest and laughed a bit. Maybe him, whoever he was, walking in was good. Or not. I have time to think about this while I Nash and him talk.
"Sorry did I interrupt something?" The boy asked laughing and scratching the back of his neck. "You kinda did. What do you want Hayes?" Nash asked a little annoyed. So it was the youngest brother.
I thought about what Nash and I were about to do. I love him, and I think he loves me. But I need to hear it from him. Maybe I was ready, but I need him to tell me.
"Britney." Nash said snapping me away from my thoughts. "Sorry, I was thinking." I looked back at the doorway and saw it closed and Hayes gone. "Nash. How do you feel about me?" I asked. "I want to be with you. I don't think I can be without you. Your the perfect girl. Your the girl for me. I want you. I want to be with you. I fell in love with you that day at the diner. Britney Rose Johnson, I love you. I want to be with you forever." He said kissing me gently and holding onto me tight.
My stomach fluttered with butterflies and I felt happy and loved. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed his jawline. Nash's grip loosened and crawled to the top of the bed. "Come here." He said and patted the spot next to him.
I crawled up and snuggled into his arms. He gave me a kiss and then tugged at my shirt. I giggled. Just letting nature take its course.
Whatever happens, happens. Besides Nash was the right one. Maybe just for now, or maybe forever, but he was the one I wanted to give myself to.
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FanfictionA normal teenage girl (Britney Rose Johnson) falls in love with a sweet teenage boy. (Nash Grier) Their love life is a roller coaster of rides and how can you have a healthy relationship when a bitter ex try's to ruin everything and your personal li...