From the start

Chapter 21

"Hey." Katie smiled walking toward me. I stood up to greet her and then sat back down. My hands wrapped around my mug. She sat across from me. Fidgeting in her seat and ordering a latte. She let out a slight breath and smiled. "So what's up?" She questioned.

I looked out the window for a little before turning to face her.

"Kate. I don't think I can take this anymore. I don't know what to do. I'm constantly questioning my decisions and making mistakes. I don't want to live with regrets for the rest of my life."

"Britney, what are you talking about?" She questioned putting an eyebrow up. I sighed and then looked down into my mug. It was almost empty and I'm still really thirsty.

"Nash had an interview with Ryan after Grayson and I left. I watched the first couple minutes and then shut it off. He mentioned me and Grayson. How am I supposed to deal with this? If I'm with Nash, Grayson does terrible. He gets sick and starves himself. He doesn't take care of himself. But if I'm with Grayson, Nash goes on a rampage. Talking to every interviewer out there about how he still loves me and wants me back. I just don't know what to do anymore."

She nodded her head and then sighed. Thinking for a little.

"Well who do you like more?"

"Kate, it's not about that! How do I make the both of them happy without making myself miserable or one of them miserable?"

"You need to put your happiness before theirs."

I let out a sigh and then looked out the window. Watching the happy couple across the street.

"I don't feel happy anymore. I used to, like so much. But ever since things changed so much, my happiness isn't really there. I just don't know what to do. I'm not saying I regret becoming famous. I just regret not taking my time to think things through and worrying about everyone else's happiness."

"Is that how you feel?" Grayson said out of no where. I turned around and saw him standing there with his hands shoved in his pockets. Not wanting him to storm away I pulled on his arm and sat him down next to me.

"Gray I don't regret us. Honestly I don't. I just don't feel happy with two people I care about hating each other and having it out for one another." He sighed and wrapped his arm around me. Pulling me close. "I understand. If it makes things any better I'll stay out of war with Grier." I smiled and kissed his cheeks. "Thank you. But I have to talk to him as well." His mood changed. His grip tightened and he gritted his teeth.

"Ok. But do it later ok? I just want to spend some time with you for now." I smiled at his loving words and kissed him. Feeling actual happiness for the first time in a while.

A/n: Hey guys! This is a really really really short update but I just wanted to get this one done. After this story I think I'm gonna stop writing. Also should I change the main characters name? From Britney to something else? Let me know please and thank you for reading!