Stuck between love & revenge

friend zoned?

This chapter is dedicated to my best friend Rachel. who has been friend zoned and has inspired me to write me this chapter.

Love you rachel xx

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Kayla's POV

Last night was fun/scary.

I can't believe they chose world war Z. it's a zombie movie. a frickn zombie movie.

Why did I say I would be alright? I knew I would get scared, and so did they.

I really need to stop being scared.

But the movie wasn't as bad as the dream,

I was able to sleep. only just.

It wasent a dream, I had a nightmare ever.

About My dad.

It wasn't a nightmare.

It was true.

My dads gone.

Forever.

I could of had a normal nightmare related to the movie, but no.

I re-lived that night.

It was my fault.

I was the one to cook last.

I'm the one that made dinner that night.

I'm the one who killed my dad.

I've been laying here, thinking of ways I could of saved him, my family, my house, my life.

Meanwhile mason is comforting me.

I woke up screaming this morning.

Mason was by my side within seconds.

It was sweet and creepy.

He's been talking about something for about ten minutes.

I haven't been paying attention.

"...And anyway, how are you feeling?"

"Huh?"

"You haven't been listening have you?"

"No, I've never listen, never. I should of listened, it was my fault for not listening."

"What are you talking about kayla."

"It was my fault."

"What was?"

"M-my d-ad."

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Masons POV

What is she talking about?

"M-my d-dad."

What.

"What about him?"

"It was my fault, I was the last one to cook, I didn't listen to the rules, I didn't listen to my dad."

Oh no.

"It's not your fault, it's no ones fault, never think it is your fault cause its not ok?"

"O-ok."

"Kayla? Please don't cry, I hate seeing you cry."

"I'm sorry."

"Kayla, I care about you, an you don't need to be sorry."

"Mason?"

"Yer."

"Thank you for everything, the home, the friendship, the date, last night, thank you for standing up for me at school even though I say I don't need you to but I do. Thank you for staying with me and not using me or taking advantage of me. mason. thank you for caring for me."

I was frozen, I've never had anyone say thank you, and meant it.

"Kayla..."

"No mason, please, I'm not finished."

"Ok"

"I need a friend like you. someone who likes me for who I am, no more."

"I need a friend who will believe in me and not give up on me."

"Someone who doesn't care about how I act. and I can act myself around you."

I can't believe this is happening.

If I'm right.

I think she's...

Friend zoning me.

"I need a friend like you mason..."