As the clock ticks I curl up in my blankets not wanting to get up for school I hate Monday's everyone has new gossip new rumours new reasons to hate me. I get up slowly slipping me feet out leaving the warmth of my bed to feel the cold morning air.
I go over to my clock where Lucy is laying on the ground in her bed. I bend down and call her "kitty kitty kitty" I say in a soft voice as Lucy comes over and places her head on my leg. I sit there with her till she slowly walks away I look at the clock " 6:43 am" I still have a little while till I go hell.
I go over to my wardrobe I pull out some ripped jeans black shirt with a red and white and black checked jumper
I look over in the mirror in the darkness of my room with only a single light coming thew the window I can just see the bits of glass I stare at myself my eyes where once bright blue now theses days there only dark blue. I look at my messed up brown-hazelnut hair as I run my fingers threw it.
"No matter everyone hates you, you ugly slut" I hear a voice as I turn around seeing my older brother Noah standing in the door way. I don't say anything not even looking back at my ugly reflection. "Got nothing to say slut" he says coming into my room I feel his hard hand hit the side of my face.
"Your worthless now hurry up" he says as I pull my weak body of the ground only to fall again "Noah I haven't eaten in four days please something" I say finding my feet. " make yourself a sandwich and you better do my English homework" he says on his phone as I walk into the hallway.
It seems longer then normal "yes I will do your stupid homework Noah" I say going to the kitchen grabbing bread, butter, cheese and a knife. I shake as I slowly make the sandwich with every movement my body getting weaker and weaker.
I pack my bag with just a few books a pen and a pencil. I go brush my hair to try and me half decent. I wear it out not daring to look at myself I will never be good enough. I slip on my converse and my bag as I head out the door before Noah and I start walking to school.
"Hey Taylah" Ella says running over to me I move my hair out of my face as she comes to me. Ella is a really nice girl she has strawberry red hair and light blue eyes she's of course taller then me as most people are, she has the prefect body, perfect smile but she's made up of pretty little lies.
"What's up Ella" I say putting on my best fake smile trying to seem happy. "Mitch talked to me" she says jumping up and down. She's has had a crush on Mitch for a while now and it's all I hear. "Cool what did he say" I say trying to clam her down. " I fell down and he come over and said are you okay darling and OMG it was the cutest thing ever".
"So you reddy for the test today" she says calmed down. I run my hands thew my hair another test to fail "I um forgot so no" I say pushing her out of the way as the bell rings. I go over to my locker and grab my maths and history textbooks and all I look more in my locker trying to find my book as I see another note. Ah not this again I think opening the White pice of paper.
Dear slut
Why don't you go kill yourself already
You will NEVER be beautiful
-Jess
I'm sick of all these note I look over at her as she stands with Lachlan there the most popular people in school so of course there dating someone and then there is me, people like me will never get a boy like that I will alway be the outcast and I don't even get what I did to deserve all this hate.
I walk over to class of course running into jess " what are you doing here slut" she says as she kicks my side I feel something over take me like a dragon that needs to be let out but I keep it hidden as I keep walking to class. "Why where you even born Taylah care to tell us" she says laughing with her gang I keep my head high well try to as I run to class "mistake much" one of her friends I think her name is Ashley yells as I turn the conner running into Noah.
"Move you fat thing" he yells throwing me at a wall as a sharp pain go thew my body as he runs to his next class. "Just do what they want" a voice says in my head as I slap myself the pain brings me to reality do I really want to be in this reality anymore?
I have History first with Jess and her gang I can already tell it's going to end bad like always nothing will ever change. I take my seat in the front conner cause everyone popular sits I put my head in my hands I hear everyone come in like there coming into a fancy ball I watch as Jess and Lachlan walk in hand in hand a tear escapes my eye why come everyone perfect is popular I guess that's why I'm not.
I get through history and maths easy there my best subjects and the teachers like me cause I don't talk and just do the work. I walk out while everyone is sitting down eating and talking but then something catches my eye. Ella is sitting next to Lachlan and Jess I realise no one needs me so I go the bathroom and wash my face as I walk in all I can see is a monster looking at me thew the glass. "Am I really the monster everyone thinks I am" I mumble as the door opens.
" o look everybody it's miss I'm so ugly I can never get a boyfriend in hear" Jesses friend Amber says followed by Jess, Ella,Emily,Ashley and Destiny. They all make a circle around me till Jess steps out " You where never meant to be born" she says as she grabs my hair and takes me to the toilet as her friends grab my legs Emily covers my mouth with her hands I try and scream but no one ever hears me. They put me as Jess tries and put my head in the toilet.
My mind is screaming at me to do something but all my body can do is try not to break
You can't break then she wins
I bring my hands up to make a fist as I come in contact with her face blood starts to pore down her makeup can't help her now. I run as fast my legs will take me I feel like I'm running from Noah, Noah's not as fast as me but when I'm weak it's a struggle.
I turn the corner and run out to the oval and sit behind my tree it's where I always go it's tall and big so it's perfect. I try to clam myself down
Don't become the bully
People care about her but not you
Why don't you leave.
I need to get out I think as the bell rings I run to the hall for assemble.
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"Why is my life a living hell " I say as I grab my bag and homework out of my locker Jess goes over to Lachlan and kisses him on the cheek I see them talking and looking at me as Mitch, Jerome and jack join Lachlan. The final bell goes as I slowly drag my bag onto my back and start to walk home. "Hey slut come back here" I here Jack call out I turn around as Mitch comes and punches me the pain goes away fast but to be followed by a kick to my legs as I fall down to the ground. I hide my head as a wet tear rolls down my face I feel a foot to my back as I look up. " don't ever hurt Jess again or your dead" Lachlan says kicking me one more time.
AN
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