I rush to my feat as all my body fall back down to the hard ground as the boys run away.
Run Run Run
My mind says but my body just wants to give up as all I can hear is a sharp blade calling my name. As I slowly get up I start to run home every step as wobbly as the last. I open the door to see Noah and Piper making out. "Get a room" I scream running into my bedroom.I try to shake it off "don't let them in your head Taylah don't" I mumble walking to my back wall to curl up into a ball. "Do it you worthless slut" Lachlan's voice says in my head. I stand up shaking as I grab the silver object lifting up my sleeve.
One cut -
I'm the bitch
Two cuts -
I'm the slut
Three cuts -
I'm ugly and fat
Four cuts -
No one will every like me
Five cuts -
I'm weak
Six cuts -
I will always be the out castAs I feel the wet tears run down my red face as I let the blood and pain take my body feeling nothing inside. I shake as I put the blade down on the cold wooden floor as more voices scream in my head. I call it a night as everything screams at me wanting me out of this world. I curl up in my bed with my new scars "you lost this battle" I mumble as the the one bit of like fades into one of the darkest places ...... My mind
I awake to no yelling no hurting no battles nothing. I shake at the thought that something must be wrong as I run down the stairs to see Noah passed out. That explains it. "Good morning beautiful" a voice says I realise something up but it's just piper making breakfast. She stands there making pancakes her soft brown eyes looking into mine I feel taken back that someone called me beautiful but pipers a nice girl that dates my brother to I guess it sounds about right.
"Morning" I say putting on a fake smile as I start to head up stairs wanting to just curl up in my bed. "You getting reddy" piper yells as I run into my room. I go over to my wardrobe and pull out a white shirt and jeans I grab a black jumper as I walk to the bathroom eyeing off the blade as I walk past it. I look in the mirror still the same
Ugly and worthless. I grab some makeup to cover my cuts just incase of anything.I grab my bag I run out the door not looking at Noah or Piper as I run out the door,down my street till I slow down cause there's no rush for school. The sun starts to blind me as I keep walking to school every step taking its tole on my body. "I really need sleep" I think as I start to walk up the street my schools in.
I walk up the stairs realising I'm late as the bell wrings as I start to run my locker. I grab all my books till lunch I see another note I don't even look at it I throw it in the bin not taking another look at it just like my mirror not worth the time to look at.
I start to walk to my first class every breath getting deeper and deeper till I take my seat and wait for hell to start.
Who am I kidding
Hell is my life
---- time skip -----
School finished for yet another day I spent it all in the art class room using for once a soft paint brush. As the bell goes I don't go anywhere near the popular kids I don't even go anywhere near the front door I head out back to my tree I sit down and start writing in my journal.Everything about me is like in this from my day to day life, what I think if people, drawing or songs.I work on my song playing it in my head humming the beats out as I hear a noise behind me. I quickly close my journal as it makes a little noise but as I turn around there's nothing there as I look to my left there stands the one and only....
LachlanAN
Heyz guys
This sucks I know and it's shorter but the next one I promise will be better..... I hope
Anyway have a nice day sorry for the mistakes.
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