I wasn't fond of waking up early or waking up at all for the fact lately
I miss my her so much.
"Eren you got that meeting with Casey at that cafe later" Armin reminds me before leaving
I missed our place, being home with y/n
She really was the highlight of my life, and out of my own stupidness I kicked her out of it
"Fuck" Thinking about the situation really pisses me off, not that I'm mad at her for her reaction I'm mad at myself for mine
Even after I brought up the job, if only i would've kept myself there's a possibility I could feel her lips against mine again
I could hear her slickly say she loves me
I need her back, I have to get her back
She told me when I wanted to talk she would listen
I wonder how she feels right now?
I know it did a number on her, but as beautiful as she is I bet there's guys glad I did what I did
Maybe things will change soon?
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Walking in the cafe, my cologne floating around me as if it was an aura
Casey was sitting at a table with some girl, she had a hoodie over her hair so honestly i couldn't tell how she looked
Her jacket hanging on the chair looks familiar though.
"Oh man, Eren Come Over!" He waved for me to come over so I did, Casey was a new kid and I had to help him with some things like sports and stuff
"Casey, wassup man" I gave him a dap before he stood up to speak to me
I didn't get time to look at the girl because she ran away so quickly, why would a girl run away from me?
"who's the girl?" I was curious
"oh y/n, she and I had some business, but honestly I'm tryna make her mine" Casey informs
Hearing that sort of pissed me off, the thought of someone else trying to take her from me
"you do know she has a guy right?" I told him, I was trying to hold my anger back, I needed to work on that
"oh... well he must be one ass of a guy to have her walking around looking sad these past days" He insults me without knowing
Taking a deep breath I pat his shoulder " I'll be back man" I needed to get away from him before I fucked up even worse
I knew y/n was in the bathroom, hiding.
I wanna talk to her, and she'll listen.
right?
I knock on the door, There was some shuffling around going on in there
"Someone's in here" hearing her voice made me feel good, I've never missed someone's voice before...
"There's room for 2 though isn't it?" I ask
Before anything else could be said the door quickly opens
She looks beautiful, as usual but more now
"y/n, Im ready to talk" I guess it was time to stop being a pussy like she called me that night
"Can I take you to dinner tonight?" I wanted to gain her back
But the anxiety of her not wanting me again was eating me up
She didn't say a word just admired me, Looking me up and down and staring in my eyes
The look on her face was sadness, but there was the tiniest glimmer of hope
Hope that
"I still love you, I always will" I burst out
Her eyes slightly water but she held her tears back, "then why did you leave me" she asks her voice full of sadness sounding as if she was about to cry
I grab her holding tightly, as soon as her head hit my chest she started crying
"Because, just like you said. I was being a pussy" I admit
"I missed you so much, and you never called me, did you even think about me?" she asks
"Everyday, every second" I answer her
I grab her face, wiping her tears away
Her skin was soft and warm
"You're too beautiful to cry over me" I told her before kissing her forehead
"And are you too amazing to cry over me?" she asks before pulling back
"What?, y/n I cried over you everyday, and night. Armin nearly kicked me out." I inform
I notice a slight smile on her face before she started laughing
"Maybe he should've then you would've had to come home to me" her smile quickly faded
I realized how much damage i did on her, it was killing me
"I'm sorry, baby, whatever you want. Please tell me how to make you smile again, make you happy again, How to prove my love to you"
Casey was right, maybe I am a terrible guy
"I just wanna forget all of this, the breakup, all of it, the argument, but at the end of the day, you're still eventually going to leave me and move" no way did she still think I chose that job over her
"Y/n there are many other opportunities in life, but meeting you is a once in a lifetime thing. And nothing in this world could make me pick it over you" I explain
"So I declined the job" I inform
Her eyes widen
"oh" I hope that lifted something off of her heart
"Come home with me... please" she begs me grabbing hold of my arm
Looking up at me, her eyes were sparkling again
She gave me a slight smile, which lit my heart up
"Okay"
She grabs my hand holding it tightly as if she wanted to make sure I wouldn't run away
And then we went home.
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