Freedom -Negan-

Chapter 5

"Hey, Ben!" I yelled across the barn. The two other girls turned their heads toward me, thinking I had a death wish."What do you want, Big Mouth?" His words were slurred. Perfect."Why are you stuck watching us tonight? The other guy have better shit to do?""They're having a big fucking celebration up there. Got enough whores up there so I'm stuck watching you cunts.""Ben, I really have to piss." I lied. "Can you please take me outside? I'm sick of pissing on the ground and standing in it, it's fucked up."The large man got off the bench and stumbled towards me before his towering figure was inches away. He reeked of liquor. I needed to play this right."And why the fuck do I care about you pissing on yourself? You're nothing but a hole for men to fuck." His face got inches from mine as he spoke."Why don't you get to be a part of the daily games with the girls?" I tried to make my voice enticing."Because I'm un-fucking-lucky. I'm the biggest guy so Jimmy says I have to be on watch for any Savior visits." He took another swig of his flask. "If you ask me, it's because I have the biggest cock and Jimmy is scared I would be the favorite among the women."What a great transition."Really? I would love to see it. No one around here knows how to fuck a woman. I would love to be shown a good time for once." I looked him in the eyes and lightly bit my bottom lip. My stomach was turning, but I prayed that my plan was working. The girls to my sides were looking at me with disgust."I bet you would." He gave a husky laugh and my heart sank as he started to walk away. My mind raced for something to say. "I bet you know how to treat a woman, but what about a woman treating you?" I yelled after him.He stopped and turned back to look at me. His eyes telling me to go on."I'll blow you. Please, it's such a turn on for me." I saw his eyes darken in the lowlight of the barn. I could see him considering my disgusting offer and my heart pounded."You know what, I deserve it after all the shit I do for Jimmy. Keeping his ass out of Negan's hands." He walked back towards me and made his way behind me where my rope was tied. Before he untied my bindings, the large man grabbed my throat from behind and squeezed so I could only let out weak breaths. "No bullshit or you're fucking dead.""Yes, Master." I replied and Ben's eyes widened and a lustful look fell on his face. He quickly went back to untying the rope that held me to the support beam. I glanced to my sides and tried to give the girls a knowing look of 'Don't worry, we're getting out of here.'The rope gave way and I fell to my knees. My aching arms fell in front and the feeling of no longer being tied up was the most bliss I had ever felt. I slowly stood before Ben quickly grabbed my tied wrists and dragged me to a chair that sat in view of the two other girls. He pressed on my sore shoulders, forcing me on my knees and sat in the chair in front of me. "This would be so much better if my hands were free-""I'm not untying your hands. I'm not stupid, whore." He spat at me. Fine. I could do this with my hands tied up anyways. Ben unbuckled his belt and shimmied his pants so they were situated around his ankles. My eyes glanced to the knife on his right side. I needed to play this right and have the best opportunity. If I grabbed for it now he would most likely kill me. I needed to actually go through with this. Fuck. "I guess this is the only way to really shut you up, Big Mouth, huh?" He gave me a sloppy grin, drank from his flask again, and grabbed a fistful of my dark hair. "Too bad I fucked up your face. I'll just have to close my eyes and imagine." He forced my head towards his penis and I unwillingly opened my mouth and took him inside. He groaned in pleasure as I bobbed my head up and down. I was on the point of vomiting on this man. I wished I could have been relieved of life at that moment, but this was our only chance of escape. It wasn't just my life, but the other woman who were kidnapped and raped as well. If I was gone the other two girls would be alone for the men to have their way. Memories filled my head from my past before the dead rose. My freshman semester, my mother, my boyfriend, the doctor, my professor, my students. I squeezed my eyes shut as tears tried to run down my face. All of their faces swirled in my head mixed with new faces of the woman strung up with me. Rage filled my belly. I glanced up at the man and his hands were behind his head, eyes closed, moaning in pleasure. I slowly moved my tied hands to the knife on his belt. My hands gripped the handle and pulled it out of the holster all while continuing to pleasure the creature in front of me. I brought the knife between my knees and counted to three. I pulled my head back and raised my arms above my head before plunging the entire length of the knife into the man's stomach. He yelled in pain as I dragged the knife to the right, disemboweling the man. He fell on the floor, still screaming and thrashing his arms around to grab me. I stepped back and used the large knife to cut my wrist bindings. Ben tried to hold his intestines in his abdomen, but it was only a matter of time as blood poured from his open cavity. I stepped over the man's body as he writhed and crouched by his head to put my hand over his screaming mouth. I lowered my lips to his ear and whispered, "I told you, you were number one."