it was our way! {nana}

part 3.

Welcome Tokyo.

I've been in tokyo since 3 months and slowly but surely i settled in here.
I was since a month looking for a apartment so I could finally leave the person with who I live together.

It was nice not to live alone because I hated to be alone but the person was not as nice as many people thought.

In these three months I haven't even heard anything from Ren, neither from Nobu or Yasu, but from a fan I heard that they got a new singer and I soon turned out that it was the girl from the night from our gig.

The same girl Ren stared at and the girl that stared at Ren the whole night and I immediately felt like throwing up.

Maybe she was the reason he never texted or called me anymore since I leaved but he was the person who gave me hope that this wouldn't end just cause I live a little bit far from him but as I thought he just said it.

He was the person who told me not to forget about him so soon and yet he completely forget about me in three months.
It was just three months, did I never meant anything to him?

"Good Morning Beauty we should go to our rehearsal" I heard the deep voice behind me approaching me.

I nodded , took my jacket and we went together to our band rehearsal.

The reason I came to tokyo was easy, it was just cause of a band.
A band asked for me in tokyo and the band was pretty famous so it was my chance to became a big singer.

I didn't wanted to tell them in my home town because I knew Nobu would hate me for leaving him behind just to go to a bigger and famous band.

I promised Nobu when I came in the band that I would never leave him behind and that we would become together famous and big with our and Blast but I broke this promise that's why I couldn't tell them.

„Good Morning Y/n, toddy we're gonna make photos for our new album" the vocals spoke to me with her really annoying and nasty voice.

When she spoke to me or our fans she spoke in really high tones but when she spoke to the other band members she was a completely different person.

We went to our cabins and the team finished our hair, make up and outfit of course.
We were then brought to the photo shoot, group photos were taken as well as individual pictures of us.

I wore a pretty red dress with two slits on both sides of the dress.
They revealed a bit of my but because the dress wasn't really long.

To the dress I wore black platform high heels, my hair was lightly curled and my make-up was all black.
I wore a bit of jewelry as long with some piercings.

„You looking stunning today little miss" the drummer of the group spoke to me.

In the three months I've been here we never talked much together.
He was always silent when I was near him, I always thought he wouldn't like me but, look at it he talked to me once.

„Thank you, you don't look bad yourself" I looked at him and yes he really didn't looked bad.

"Are you flirting with my little girl" the deep voice was again approaching me from behind.

It was always so, when we didn't talked probably he always approached me from behind with his deep husky voice and I always got shivers down my spine.

"I'm not your little girl mr womanizer" i said as confident as I could.

It was hard not to fall for him and his charm, especially since I lived with him, but I still had hope that Ren would get in touch with me.

"I'm going home see you all have a good night" I wasn't really sleepy but the more I would stand here and think about Ren the more the chance would be that I would start to cry in front of them.

"Is it because of your boyfriend?" And again it was him.

I nodded and also told him that he wasn't my boyfriend anymore because of the fact that we broke up when I leaved my home town.

He took my hand and began to run towards his car.
He drove a pretty nice car but I never drove with him in the three months I lived with him cause I was a little scared to drive with him.

Actually whenever we had to go to the band rehearsal, he drove his car and I either took a taxi or the train.

He pulled me into the car and sat on the drivers seat and started driving.
We became really good friends in those three months, which is why i trusted him no matter what he did,

We stopped at a river/canal I wasn't sure but he took me out of the car and pulled me to the stairs and we sat down.

None of us said anything, we just sat there and looked at the water and the stars that you could barley see in the sky.

"I have to tell you something Y/n" I thought about nothing good.

"What is it?" I asked slightly and he looked at me.

"Ren.. he's gonna come to trapnest.." I was shocked after I heard his words.

I was so in shook that I didn't knew what to say or do.
I felt dizzy at the thought that he might bring his new one with him.

I vomited, I was feeling so sick I didn't know what to do or what to think, it hurt me more to think that he had someone else than I wanted to admit all along.

"I'm sorry, let's drive home princess" he spoke to me and I got goosebumps all over my body.

His voice was so much calmer than usual and I felt the warmth that came from him.
He looked at me the whole time without taking his look away from me, not even a second.