•we are to scared to leave
•but we are to broken to stay
•so we keep hurting each other
•and call it love.
^Nana Fan-fiction.
:not everything is the way the, the anime or manga goes.
it's more like my own way.
:sorry for spelling mistakes...
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I finally moved out of Takumi's apartment and finally got my own Apartment. I was so happy to finally be independent in tokyo with the band I absolutely loved.
I was really happy about the apartment it was a three room apartment in the center of the city so I never rally had anything far away from me not even the band rehearsals were far from me now.
But for now I had to pack a few things because we would go to the Minato war for a gig. We had a little tour so I had to prepare a little more clothes as usual for our gigs in other city's.
Takumi picked me up so we could drive there together with the rest of the band members and our management drove behind us all the way to Shirogane.
"Takumi let me lay on your lap I'm sleepy" I tried to teas him a bit but then he took my head and pushed it into his lap.
Now I laid with my head in his lap really felt sleepy so I decided to really sleep a little Bescheide it would be a long night.
When I woke up I laid in Takumi's arm when he was bringing me into my hotel room.
„I love how your always let me sleep" I said with a sleepy husky voice and he looked down at me.
„Why should I wake you up little girl" I wanted to lick him so bad after his words but I laid my head back into his chest.
When he putted me down on my bed I already had to go down for make-up, gaur and dress do there wasn't really time for me to chilling.
I became a really short dress in black with lace with a slit on the right side with platform boots in black and heavy purple make-up.
I don't know why but they always gave me the most flashy and sloppiest outfits but I liked them so I never complained, it always dressed like this as a "daily" style that's why it was okay for me.
"You're ready little one?" Reira's voice approached me when I was about to put my shoes on.
I nodded and she took a seat next to me. I never talked much with her because I got that feeling that she doesn't really liked that I came into the band as a second vocalist.
I can totally understand why, but I was called to be the second vocalist in this band and I couldn't really say no to this offer cause my dream was always to became a professional singer/vocalist.
The reason they hired me as a vocalist even though they had already a good vocalist was that they wanted to mix our voices because she could sing perfectly high notes and my voice was clear and slightly deep when I was singing just like a husky.
"I wish you good look with the boys" I looked at her with a confused look.
"I can't sing tonight so you have to sing the whole song, didn't they told you?" I was even more confused and shocked.
Why didn't they told me about this?
I was so confused and shocked but I asked her why she couldn't sing tonight and she said that her voice is a little tarnished from the gigs before.
I nodded and said bye cause I had to go because we would be on stage in like 3 minutes would our gig starting to begin.
I was a little nervous but Takumi calmed me a little when he told me that he would help me when it's to much for me.
I was never really nervous when I was with Blast and never before when i was with Trapnest but today was different and I didn't even know it is like this.
The boys started playing that meant that I had to join in and now my nervousness was completely gone and I was really happy that I was here today with the boys and Reira.
I started singing and was totally in my feelings, I hit every note perfectly and the fans freaked completely out when I did that. It was such a nice feeling that I was completely absorbed and lost in the music.
After our performance was over, Takumi drove us all to the hotel and I immediately threw myself into the bed because I was really done.
Our rooms were all next to each other my room was in the middle between Takumi's and Ren's. The first two rooms belonged to Reira and Naoki after Naoki came Takumi, then me, them Ren and after und the management and all the other people.
Someone knocked at my door when I was about to change my clothes so I took a bathrobe and opened the door.
When I opened the door I saw no one else than Takumi Ichinose, but when I looked one room after mine I saw Ren and this girl.
They were standing in front of Ren's door it looked like they were about to say goodbye so I took a step outside of my door frame and looked Takumi in the eyes.
"What's wrong princess" he asked with a raised eyebrow.
I looked at Ren with a side eye and saw that he looked at us why I pulled Takumi down to me and my lips met his.
He immediately picked me up and I wrapped my legs around him. He went with me in his arms not braking the kiss towards his room and opened the door then he pushed me into his bed.
I looked at him not sure if I really should do it with him, it would make our friendship really cringe and I didn't wanted to break our friendship just cause I wanted to make my ex jealous.
"Takumi i-" he interrupted me immediately and I looked deep into his eyes.
"I know little one, I saw them when I came to your room, I know what you wanted to do, I would never break our friendship because of that" he slightly smiled at me and I took a deep breath.
I was so happy that he thought the same as me, but we already kissed..