•we are to scared to leave
•but we are to broken to stay
•so we keep hurting each other
•and call it love.
^Nana Fan-fiction.
:not everything is the way the, the anime or manga goes.
it's more like my own way.
:sorry for spelling mistakes...
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Today after a couple of weeks we were back in tokyo with our last gig for our tour and I was really happy. Our gig for today went to an end and we wanted to have an after show party with Trapnest and we also invited Shin and Nobu.
The other members went backstage where Nobu, Shin and Yasu were waiting for us while I went to the bathroom and changed into my outfit for the after party. It was black and red outfit, a a red skirt with a black top with red details.
OUTFIT:
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My make-up from the gig went very well along with the outfit, which is why I just had to freshen it up and then made my way backstage to the others.
When I arrived backstage there were only Shin and Nobu there with the members of Trapnest, Yasu where nowhere to be seen, probably he left because he didn't wanted to feel like seeing Reira in close up. "100.000¥ pro Night" was the first thing that I heard when I came in, and it came from Shin to Reira.
"Nobu!!!" I was glad to see Nobu so I jumped into his arms, Shin was again one of those guys who just wanted to have fun with me and hook up and then staying away from me, and it hurt so I stayed away from him. "Y/n, what are you wearing?" I heard Naoki from the corner of the room taking to me with a very pissed tone.
"An outfit Naoki? Why? You don't like it? I just wear it for you!" Of course I was just having fun, and Naoki knew it, we always made jokes over the weeks on tour and we've became really good friends over the time, even better friends than we were before the tour.
We went to the party after Ren mentioned the party and I had a lot of fun but at some point the fun went away after I saw Reira trying to hit on Shin, Takumi was there and tried to cheer me up which didn't help much because I always had to think about that I had seen him with this Hachi chick.
"what're you doing Take?" Ren approached us and Takumi went away. "I have to sign these for ur sponsors" yeah Takumi did this often, he often signed the autographs for Trapnest and our sponsors. "Ah when you're doing these, I need one!", "sure do you got something I can't write on?", "No just take one of these, it's for Hachiko!" And again, it was her, since Takumi knows about her everything is about her, even on the tour he often takes about her with Ren.
"I don't think she would need one, I slept with her the next day.." I hadn't listened to their conversation until this sentence flew by to my ear, that's definitely why they were in this Hotel the night we saw them, the night before our tour.
Ren talked to him and asked him why he was doing something like that with the best friend from his girlfriend. Then I saw how Nobu grabbed the collar from Takumi's shirt and was about to go crazy. Before I could laugh at Takumi, Shin poured a glass of alcohol all over Takumi, congratulated him and left, and Reira started laughing while I ran after Shin and Nobu.
"Hey Shin, Nobu! Wait a second!" I tried to run as fast as possible but it was a bit difficult with these shoes. I twisted my foot and before falling to the floor I felt two arms around my waist catching me, I was hoping that it would be Shin or Nobu, but I looked back and saw Ren standing behind me with his hands around my waist, holding me really tight.
"Thank you..", "No problem princess", "Ren stop! I should go.. Sorry!" I got up and ran as fast as I could as far away him as I could. I forgot about the pain in my ankle for a moment until I sat in a taxi on my way to Naoki. I called him when the driver started to drive and I began to cry as soon as he picked up. I started to explain wha happened on the penultimate party for today and he told me that I should come as soon as possible.
He was my best friend, the only one I love, the only person which I can fully trust and the only person who can understand me. We didn't get along well at first, he ignored my entire existence for months to a month before the tour and during the tour we became best friends.
We did everything together. While the others had played their stupid games every evening or fucked around, we were shopping and eating in fancy restaurants with the black cards from stupid man's who wanted something from me. We definitely had the time of life on the Tour.