•we are to scared to leave
•but we are to broken to stay
•so we keep hurting each other
•and call it love.
^Nana Fan-fiction.
:not everything is the way the, the anime or manga goes.
it's more like my own way.
:sorry for spelling mistakes...
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Today was the day, Ren was about to come at night. He would live with Takumi just like me.
"We have to pick him up come in little miss" Takumi loved to annoy me at the moment with the fact that Ren would also stay here with us.
We drove with his car our way to the train station to pick up Ren. Takumi already told me that he wouldn't bring a girl with him so I was a little relived.
We stopped and Takumi got out of the car to pick up Ren from the train while I sat in the back of the car or, better said I laid back down so that i couldn't see him.
A few minutes after I heard the car door open and i saw both of them enter the car. Takumi did not mention that I was also here which is why i was relay grateful to him.
Takumi and Ren didn't talked much on the way back home to Takumi and for the most part I was almost asleep or rather I actually fell asleep,
When I woke up I wanted to stretch but I felt someone laying next to me and then I realized that I was not in the room in which I usually slept in.
I looked around and saw Takumi laying next to me, first I was a bit shocked but then i realized that Ren is also here so we didn't had enough space that means he's sleeping in my room that's why I'm sleeping in Takumi's bed.
I didn't think about it much anymore and fell back to sleep again.
When I woke up i stood up the fastest I could cause I really needed to go the bathroom as fast as i could.
After I was finish in the bathroom I went back to Takumi's room to wake him up. I always woke him up cause it was hard for him sometimes to stand up alone.
"Wake up hairy bitch!" I screamed at him and he woke up immediately.
"What did you just call me?!" He looked at me and I knew he would run after me now so I started running out of his run as fast as i could.
It was like this as good as every morning, i always used some strange nicknames to call him so he would wake up and then he always chased me through the whole apartment.
I bumped into the couch when Takumi came from behind and were holding me. He took my head and pressed it into the couch when he lifted me up so I was in his arms.
"What in the hell?" I heard a very familiar approaching us.
I heard a glass break on the floor and when we looked behind us we saw Ren looking with big eyes on us.
"It is not what you think-" Takumi interrupted me as he started taking.
"Ren we're just friends, we doing this every time so I can wake up, it's nothing between us" I looked at Takumi as he put me back to the floor.
I went to the storeroom to looking for a broom to clean the shards from the floor. After I finished I went into my room to dress and came back after I went outside to buy breakfast for us.
We are together and barley talked with each other, but it wasn't bad at all. I actually loved the silence, otherwise it was never so quiet because Takumi always had some girls around or the band was here to eat.
The doorbell started ringing so I went to open the door and it was Naoki. I was little shocked cause it wasn't planner that they would come over today because we had a free day today.
"Takumi it's Naoki" I called to him.
„Let him in Little Girl" er chuckled as well as Naoki.
„Wanna get slapped Naoki?" i asked him with s raised eyebrow.
He shook his head and I let him in to Takumi and Ren. I went to the kitchen to make Tea for Naoki before I sat down with the three of them.
„So that's the new guitarist Ren right?" Naoki asked a little confused because of the silence between us.
I nodded and Naoki raised his eyebrow with his gaze on Takumi and Ren.
„What's going on here?" Naoki asked really confused.
„Ren is Y/n Ex boyfriend and we made fun this morning like every morning and he was angry or so at us, he ignored us since then" Takumi answered to Naoki's question really calm.
„Oh the Chase when she wakes you?" Naoki sounded a little amused cause of this situation.
I stood up took my bag and went outside. It was to much for me at the moment to talk about this and the fact that I'm gonna see Ren almost every day.
I went for a little shopping trip because i'm about to leave Takumi's apartment in the next week I finally found a apartment for me.
It was good because I don't think that I could live with Ren anymore longer and also so could Takumi live alone again and I don't need him anymore so we would just see us when it's band meeting.
I was so happy that I bumped in someone because I didn't looked forward. "Oh my god are you okay I'm so so sorry!" I asked really shocked cause the girl didn't said anything.
When I looked up I knew why. It was her and a other girl next to her. I didn't said anything anymore and went to Takumi's immediately.
"What's wrong why're your crying?!" he asked in a worried voice.
"The girl- I bumped into her Takumi!" I began to cry even harder and he took me inside his arms.
The boys were sitting right behind us and I know that Ren could hear anything but I couldn't care less in this moment.
I was so broken and hurt that I couldn't careless if they would hear it or not and what they would think about me.