I Promise (sequel to Promise Me)

Chapter 1- Saying Goodbye

Josh's POV
Then I realized she's gone, forever.

All I feel is pain. My heart is terribly destroyed. Colleen didn't deserve this. I'm never gonna find love again. Colleen was the only one I loved.

"I am terribly sorry Mr.Evans." The doctor says as he pays my back. I try to ignore him. I'm just holding Colleens hand, and crying. Her death replays in my head. How am I gonna tell her family?

"Can we get all of Colleen and I's family here, t-to at least say g-goodbye?.." More tears roll when I say "goodbye"
"Why yes of course. I will call them now." The doctor leaves the room, so it's just me, and my deceased wife.

I walk up to her, and slowly kiss her lips. I know she can't feel it, or can't see it, but I will always love her. I will never forgot her.

I sigh. It's time to tweet. I go onto my twitter and everyone is asking about Colleen.
"What's wrong?"
"Is she ok?"
I make a tweet.
"Hey guys. Today was a tough day. At about 2:46 pm, Colleen Mae Ballinger Evans passed away. It's very heart breaking to me, and the family. Colleen was a beautiful woman, who made many people happy. She didn't deserve this. I honestly don't know what to do now. But no matter what, I'll always choose her. She's my Fraggle."
I instantly get replies.

"I'm sobbing rn😭 Colleen saved my life and now she's gone forever."
"Colleen didn't deserve this Joshua, I'm praying for you and the family🙏"
"We will never forget Colleen. she taught us to spread happiness, and to not focus on the negativity. RIP Colleen😭💘 #WeLoveYouColleen"
After that last tweet, the hashtag #WeLoveYouColleen was trending.
I then see texts from Gwen, Rachel, and Chris.
"My baby. She's gone. I love her no matter what. I'm on my way now Josh.😭" Gwen said.
"I can't believe this. This is heartbreaking. Colleen was an awesome sister, and I loved touring with her." Rachel said.
"I don't know how I am going to break this to the kids. I'm shocked, and heartbroken." Chris said.

Saying goodbye was tough. I'm holding Colleens hand, she's beautiful no matter what. I run my hand over her eyes. I feel her heart. No beats. She's not breathing. I believe that the fact that she's gone. It's been an amazing journey with her.

I'm not functioning properly. My heart feels smashed into 50,000,000 pieces. She should be here. She should be next to be, holding my hand, kissing my lips. She should be alive.

RIP Colleen. I'll never forget you, Ever.

(A/N- Well, there it is!! It's gonna get better. Hope you enjoyed it! Leave a comment and tell me how you feel about it. Don't forget to follow me for updates on this story! But GUESS WHAT. IM GOING TO AN ARIANA GRANDE CONCERT TONIGHT!! Love you guys, BYEE!)