Glued

Edge

"Dumbass- of course I know they're different. You have to trust me on this one Tommy. It's either you tell him the truth so it's all over, or you keep it all to yourself, making the situation last longer." Sapnap made him choose, he knew to himself that it would be difficult to, he made himself do this before. It took him a lot of courage to do it.

Tommy struggled to choose, he wants to get it off his shoulders, yet he also doesn't want to.

I don't wanna think about the morbid parts of life no more- I'm trying, just to look at some of the things that hold me so damn close..

Sapnap sighed, "I'm giving you 3 days to decide, if you haven't pick whether your telling him or not under 3 days, I'm gonna tell him myself."

Tommy's mind fell in instant shook and immediately tried to stop Sapnap.

"NO- SAPNAP PLEASE, PLEASE NO-" He begged.

"Tommy you can't just keep these to yourself." Sapnap scolded, "Come on, do you want this to end or no? Do you want to continue feeling the stings of jealousy or what?"

Tommy hesitated to answer, his mind was a fucking mess. He doesn't know what to choose. He felt a bit sleepy too, that's why it was hard to think when he's feeling tired.

"I- I want this to end. I don't wanna feel what I'm feeling right now, it fucking hurts." His voice cracked, he tried holding back his tears, it was pretty embarrassing to cry infront of Sapnap.

It took him a while to respond.

He was thinking of the optimal decision to make, if he makes one recklessly, he knows he can't take it back. That's why he's being careful, unlike last time.

He's often known by his friends as the happy, annoying, and loud child that everyone almost had hate relationships with. Now he's needing help, yet still tries to hide it the best he can.

"Mhm, you want this to end, right? Then go tell Tubbo, as soon as you do, I can assure you that everything is gonna end, every single thing that's been bothering you about him- you'll just forget about those." Sapnap comforted.

"Are you sure? What do I do if he gets mad and doesn't wanna be friends again?" Tommy wondered, he was willing to do it already, but he needs to know what the consequences are first. He wants to plan on what he's gonna do so it doesn't fuck up, he doesn't wanna risk loosing a long-term friend.

"Tommy- it didn't even happen yet, you're way too advanced. If he is mad at you, give him some time to think. And then if he really doesn't wanna talk to you anymore, maybe he really is over with you. If that's the case then talk it out, you guys go to the same school right? You can just walk by him and talk about it." Sapnap gave some advice, he was into on what was happening.

He felt the feeling of déjà vu.

He remembered the times where he was in the same position as Tommy, he needed some advice from someone, but he had less close friends before, the only friend he's close with was Dream, he didn't have anyone to vent through.

He felt intense jealousy when Dream met George and started hanging out with him alot more than with him, I mean he's been friends with Dream for the longest, finding out that your long-term friend has a closer relationship with someone he just met is just- unfair.

"I'm nervous." Tommy admitted, he wanted to show Sapnap a peak of his mind, and what he was worried of.

"I know you are, if you need some space to think, try avoid talking to them for a while. But you HAVE to tell Tubbo sooner, they'll get worried if you just start ignoring them." Sapnap adviced, "I know it's hard for you to trust my word, but Tommy, I've experienced this before. I don't want you to go through the same pain I went through before."