Marcela's Love

Chapter 10

••••• MARCELA POV •••••

- "You hungry Trav?" I asked knocking on Travis door. He didn't respond so I shrugged it off & walked to the kitchen. I was bending in the fridge tryna find something to eat when I heard footsteps behind me. I didn't pay it any mind cus I knew who it was. "Damn you really grew up on me Celly. You done filled out your curves nshit." I stood up, feeling slightly uncomfortable at the way he was looking at me, but I just shrugged it off with a slight chuckle. He stepped closer. "You should let me see what that pussy like too. You know it's been a while." He said while licking his lips. "That's not funny Travis." I replied. "& I'm not laughing." He grabbed me & pushed me against the counter. "Let me go forreal." I was scared at this point. Who tf is this? It couldn't be my brother. He tried to pull my pants down, but I slapped him. "Nah bitch, you gone gimme some of this sweet pussy." He wrapped his arms around my neck lifting me up. I tried punching him, but it wasn't working. I looked over & saw a knife on the counter. I picked it up & stabbed him quick & hard. He let me go & I ran out the house. I didn't even stop to see where I stabbed him. I grabbed the spare keys I kept in the magnetic box under my car & sped to Rah house calling him on the way, but it was going straight to voice mail. It must've been dead. When I pulled up, I seen both of his cars there so he had to be home. I unlocked the door & called his name. I ran up to his room & couldn't believe my eyes when I opened his door. Here he was balls deep in another bitch. "What the fuck Raheem!?" I screamed. He turned around so quick & he couldn't say anything. He got up & tried to walk to me. She looked at me confused & tried to cover up. The bitch was even ugly. "Who are you?" She said in her ratchet ass voice as she stood up walking towards me. "I'm not here to fight you so just sit over there & shut the fuck up." I wasn't even interested in fighting her. She wasn't cheating on me, he was. "Really Rah? This how you gone do me? I was almost raped by Travis & this is what you're occupied doing? I called you at least 12 times on my way here & you fucking another bitch? Forreal?" He was about to say something but I put my hand up to silence him. "Nah. I don't wanna hear no sorry ass excuse from you. You couldn't even cheat with a cute bitch. Kiss my ass. Lose my number." I said throwing his keys at him. I turned walking out the door with tears in my eyes. I got in my car & sat there for a minute just crying before I pulled off heading to a hotel.

••••• RAH POV •••••

- I cheated on her bruh. I knew it was wrong while I was doing it, but I couldn't help it. Pussy was pussy. I don't even remember this bitch name, she gave some good head tho. When Marcela caught me, I knew I fucked up forreal. On top of that, she needed my help & I wasn't there for her I was cheating on her. The exact shit I said I wouldn't do. I'm so fucking stupid bruh. I kicked that bitch out right after Marcela left. I had to make sure she was straight & if she ever takes me back, I'll never cheat again I swear. I took a shower & put Marcela license plate number in on my tracking system I had installed just in case some shit ever went wrong. I followed it to the Hilton Inn & went to the front desk. "Marcela Prince's room please." I asked the lady at the front desk. She gave me the room number & key. (I had connects like that.) I walked up to the door & let myself in to find her laying in the bed naked, crying. She didn't even move when I got behind her. She only cried harder. "I'm so sorry baby. I swear I'll never hurt you again." I said softly in her ear. We laid there silently until I heard her voice. "I want to hate you so much, but I can't. Why you do me like that Raheem?" I couldn't even answer her. "I don't even know man. I'm so stupid & I'm sorry." She cried again. "I - I've been through so much. I've been cheated on, hit, & my 'brother' tried to rape me. Do you know how I feel to have the only person I thought I could trust cheat on me without reason?" She looked me in my eyes & I could see how hurt she was. I knew I fucked up forreal. I kissed her & to my surprise she let me. I kissed her all over & told her how sorry I was over & over again.

••••• MARCELA'S POV •••••

- He kissed a trail down to my neck & I moaned accidentally. He took that as an invitation to head down south & eat it like the last supper. I couldn't control my moans after that & I gave into him. He locked onto my legs so I wouldn't run & after my orgasm, he stripped out of his clothes & slowly inserted himself. I gasped at the prolonged entrance & allowed him to stroke me slowly until I remembered ... "Rah, I - I stopped taking my birth control." I said breathlessly.  "Then I'm finna make you a mother." He replied not missing a beat. I couldn't imagine him sexing someone else like he did me. Then the thought of him & that bitch popped into my mind & I started crying again. He kissed my tears while he pumped himself in & out of me. "I'm so sorry." He repeated. "I love you." He said. He sped up & I moaned louder. He went harder & before long, he shot his warm load into me. It was a feeling I never felt before so I just sat there... "You really came inside me?" I said in shock. "Yeah. I was serious & if you do turn out to be pregnant, imma take care of you & my seed. I really love you Marcela & I'm truly sorry." He said & I saw the sincerity in his eyes. "I understand that & I love you too, but to be honest I can't even trust you no more. Without trust, there's no relationship. I don't think you understand how I felt when I saw y'all & how I feel now." He sat down & listened as I continued. "I lost my virginity to you Raheem because I feel something for you that I've never felt before. Within these few months we've been together, you've seen so much more of me & I would've never thought that you of all people would do this to me. You cheated & it wasn't just head. It was full blown sex. In the bed that we used to & still have sex on whether I live with you or not. You gave away something that's mine & I don't like sharing." I inhaled a deep breath & got up. "I know you've apologized & I forgive you, but I still can't get over it. I was serious before when I said that there is a new Marcela here & I'm serious now. I won't be cheated on, lied to, or abused anymore. So idk about us. I need some time to think." I told him & could see the pain on his face. "I guess I understand," He said as he stood. "I'm gonna keep fighting until I get you back." He kissed me on my cheek before putting his clothes on & leaving. I'm proud of myself for actually doing it. I stood up for myself & now it's time to take care of me, myself, & I.