Last To Know. (Jay McGuiness)

Last To Know: Christmas.

A/N: So I know I've been really bad at updating but I was having a lot of work and between that and trying to sleep at least 2 hours each day is hard to update. But here it is, I hope you enjoy this chapter and I just wanted to say that thank you so much for everything, Love you guys and probably I'll be doing more updates sooner. so on the External Link there is the outfit just a thing i'm trying now. Gif on the side as always.  BTW Sorry for my grammatical errors, my language is not English so obviously I have errors. Remember to VOTE, COMMENT and SPREAD THE WORD. I LOVE YOU ALL! <3

“ALEX, JAY!! WAKE UP!!”  I heard a loud girly voice, I think it was El shouting and oh god, jumping on the bed, I didn’t want to wake up, I groaned and put a pillow over my face trying to go back to sleep. “It’s SNOWING!” She yell but I could only groan again and by listening to Jay he was too. That’s when it hit me, we were in the same bed, his arms around me, thank god I had the pillow in my face because I was furiously blushing by now. What would El think? Oh god!

“Leave us alone El” I heard Jay’s husky voice, with a loud thump I heard footsteps and then the door, I guess she left us. Then there was silence, then out of nowhere Jay started carrying me I was awake now.

I could see everything, El was in the room laughing, Jay was carrying me out of his room then I saw Sean and Tom laughing.

“Put me down!” I told him but he only chuckled, I was on my pj’s.

He said nothing he was only laughing just like his brothers and sister. I saw the slidding door coming into view, and instantly I started to jump, trying to get away  I knew what he was going to do, but it was too late El got the slidding door and now we were outside and he literally put me down in a massive mountain of cold snow. It was really cold. Then I couldn’t help it, I picked up a bunch of snow, packed it into a ball and smushed the ball on the top his perfect curls. Smiling at him and with his brothers and sister laughter I backed away, but it was too late Jay was over me in no time covering me in cold snow. I stand up and tried to run again but I got hit by another ball coming from El’s hands. In no time we were having a snow balls fight, until Maureen came and told us to stop and get ready toe at and recieve some family members. We went inside but I was jumping from one foot to the other.

“I’m freezing” I stuttered shivering a little as I enter Jay’s room, even though we were inside, I was still really cold.

“Aaww, little Alex is cold” He mock and I shot him a death glare that made him laugh. “Come here” He smiled, opening his arms and motioning me over for a hug, something you can’t deny of course. Jay wrapped hs arms around me in a huge bear hug.

“Mhmmm… you are so warm Jay” I mentally face palm myself, he only chuckled.

“Do you feel better?” He asked and I nodded, I didn’t want to let him go. “You know I wish you could never let me go” He said slowly, like in slow motion or at least that’s how I heard it.

“I have to get ready” I said and ran towards the bathroom.

I needed to calm myself. This could not mean what I wanted to mean, I stayed in the shower for a bit longer, thinking. How could I let myself feel this? How could he enter my heart so easily? No! I couldn't, I had to stop this, I had to stop falling for him. I was going to try to avoid Jay at all cost, that's like the first step right? But how to do it if I was in his house, with his family. After the shower I went to El's room so we could get ready together, I was going to try to ignore Jay. I put on my black skinny jeans, a red see through blouse and red wedges. My hair was in curls, looking like Christmas ribbons. My make-up was just a thin black line and mascara. I stayed with El trying to do her hair and all I could hear the door bell ringing every now and then. That’s when I felt a bit out of place, I mean this was Jay’s family I wasn’t part of it and still I was here.