Last To Know. (Jay McGuiness)

Last To Know: Then ....?

A/N: HELLO PEEPS!! I'm so so so so so sorry!! I know I suck at updating but i been having tons of work, my job seriously sucks! plus my life right now is full of caos with parties and my tireness but I really hope you understand!! please I'm really sorry. Plus I know this chapter sucks but is all for a reason. VOTES AND COMMENTS!!! :) BTW Sorry for my grammatical errors, my language is not English so obviously I have errors. Remember to VOTE, COMMENT and SPREAD THE WORD. I LOVE YOU ALL! <3

I was sitting in the blanket that was in the floor waiting for Jay, we were in that place again just as he promise. The words “friends” and “date” were dancing in my head. His smile popping up in my head all the time, his idea of having a nice and relaxing day was to come to this place and have a picnic. I was under a tree, with a blanket around my legs waiting for him. It wasn't long tho, I could see him from the distance, he looked like something out of a magazine, like a men's ad or something. Worn out jeans, blue t-shirt. His hair bouncing with every step he takes, his eyes shinning brighter than the sun, giving me one of those breath taking smiles.

“You know, its rude to stare?” He asked, placing the basquet in front of me.

“Sorry” I whispered as I quickly lowered my gaze and blushed a deep pink, which earned me a laugh and made me more embarrassed.

“You look cute when you blush” He whispered and I knew he was next to me, I looked up at him and he was blushing too.

“You look cute too” I put my hand in my mouth, I can't believe I just said that out loud. We looked away and we were silence for a few moments, I was blushing so much, probably I could light up a whole christmas tree.

“Why did you wanted to leave? Did my mom do or say something to upset you?” He asked after a while, I could feel how the pink on my cheeks was fading away.

“What? NO! She is amazing Jay. I wish I had born in your family instead of mine” I said with a little laugh at the end. I did wish I was born in another family, maybe have some normal around me. He started to make the “I’m thinking” face, which made me almost burst in laughter.

“I wouldn’t want you as a sister, so many things you can’t do” I frown at his sentence.

“What do you mean?” I say looking at him, expecting some clever answer as usual, but it never came out of his mouth, he stayed quiet and then in a second he started to blush again. “Are you blushing again?” I asked him teasingly, but I couldn’t avoid that my heart did a little dance of joy at how cute he looked.

“Lets eat” He said and started to grab some food from the basket he had and I started laughing. I think I never laugh so hard in my entire life. I was laughing at his change of subject but for some reason he made it funny, I don’t know how to describe it.

I saw something flash on his eyes and then I started running for my life, I was faster but my laughter wasn’t helping with my speed, Jay caught me easily and carry me over his shoulder. If I wasn’t a good girl I’ll be staring at his bum right now, which I kinda was but… Okay, I was looking but well I’m a girl and so happens that I like this boy. I shook my head, I didn’t just said that, I didn’t just said that. I repeat myself in my head, but it was too late. It kept repeating in my head I didn’t even knew where he was taking me, I convince myself that I wasn’t feeling the electricity that his hands around the back of my knees gave off. Finally he put me down but I was too close to his face, dangerously close. I realize that non of us were laughing we were just staring, this was the moment when I wished to read minds. What was he thinking right this moment? It seemed like forever and then a dog, yes a dog decide to bark in that moment and that forced us to step back that’s when I saw that I was closer, that my arms where on his shoulders and he had his around my waist. We were still staring at each other probably my favorite thing to do. He broke our stare off first, by looking up and then back at me with a smile.

“Come on, I see a really good tree over there” He said softly and took my hand to guide me.

Inside my mind I was like, Seriously? This could’ve been a nice moment and he was thinking about trees? I look up and find the large tree on the edge, the branch was above the water. A few meters later Jay grabs hold of a knob on the tree and starts to climb. I reach up and grab the same knob, pulling myself onto the first branch. Halfway up the tree, Jay is sitting on the branch, laughing at my clumsyness. I smile and poke my tongue out at him, this was the first time I was climbing a tree in my life so I was really awful at it but I was gonna make it long. He pulls his cellphone and snaps a picture of me. I froze for a second, the more time I spend with the lads I develope a frozeness at everytime someone takes a photo. I guess that brought me back to reality. This was going to be over son, I don’t know when but I could feel it was going to be soon.

“Don’t post it” I said and kept climbing.

“Ok, don’t look in this one so I can post it” He said and I started to laugh but I looked down and I Heard the click of the camera. “Done” I looked up at him and he was wearing his trademark smile, the one that not only melted my heart but also those of his fans. He stands and extends a hand out for me, I take it and he helps me onto the “famous” branch. He was taller so his feets almost touch the water. “Let’s take one” He says.

“If you promise me to not post it” I said smiling up to him.

“Okay, but then put your sunglasses on so I can post one” I laugh at his child tone of voice and I get closer to him so we can take the photo.

One hundred photos after he finally post one, I had shades on so i thought I’ll be okay. We started talking about anything and everything, just sitting there looking at the river, the cars passing by, the train…I didn’t realize when I put my head on his shoulder and he had one arm around my waist, I was afraid to fall off into the water. After a while we climbed down and went to the blanket a few meters away and we started to eat, we never had silence, we had so many things to share, I told him a few stories that were real but I just kept some things out. I felt bad because I was being half honest with him when I wanted to be fully honest, I wanted him to know the real me but at the same time I was afraid of loosing him and as a selfish human being I choose to tell him later rather than sooner. I yawn and he smiles.

“Come here” He opens his arms and pulls me into his side, I lean on his shoulder and close my eyes for a bit, it was getting late. He starts humming a melody, I don’t think I heard it before. “We should get home” He mumbles but none of us move.

“I like this” I blurted out before I could even think about it “I mean this place is really beautiful” I closed my eyes again, smooth Alex, really smooth, he let out a really big sigh.

“Well I like something better” He said in a tone of voice that forced me to look at him with curious eyes.

The stare off began again until his phone rang, bad timing again. Who invented mobile phones? Oh yeah 1973, John F. Mitchell and Dr Martin Cooper of Motorola first mobile ever showed, DAMN YOU PEOPLE!! I thought. We started to gather our things and walked to his brother car, there was a silence not an awkward, not awful but not good. It was just that, silence. He looked deep in thought and I wanted to read his mind again. We got home and I went straight to his room to take a shower and then to go to sleep, tomorrow was christmas and I had a few things to do in the morning. I took my things and went to the bathroom, I showered for fourty minutes and then I put my pj’s on. Jay wasn’t in the room yet so I climbed in bed and leave room for him. I was sleepy, I wanted to wait for him but I was really tired of all the laughing and climbing trees with Jay. My eyes were close and they were heavy so I couldn’t open them.

I felt some weight next to me and I was cold so my first instinct was to get closer, I was half asleep, half concious, he brought me closer by my waist and I felt a slight pression on my cheek, it was the shape of lips but I was too sleep to tell the difference between a hand and lips or anything else.

“Jay?” I was talking but it didn’t sounded like my voice. “I’m sorry” There was silence around me. “I wasn’t planning on this” I saw Jay’s face appear on my vision but somehow my body was telling me that my eyes were closed. “I never thought I’ll find someone that I like this much” His experssion became hard, he didn’t looked like him and then the silence become noise, awful noise and then I open my eyes. Jay was next to me, one arm on my hips the other under the pillow. It was just a dream but I would never want to see that expression ever again. I closed my eyes and snuggle a bit closer I was cold.