Last To Know. (Jay McGuiness)

Last To Know: Inspiration.

A/N: HELLO PEEPS!! well I'm just going to keep updating this until I finish because I don't want to let down to the few readers so yay! well gif on the side of Jay McGuiness and GOD! I don't even have words to describe my feelings with that gif. I hope you like today's chapter, right now the story is slow but I hope is not for long! now the Sorry for my grammatical errors, my language is not English so obviously I have errors. Remember to VOTE, COMMENT and SPREAD THE WORD. I LOVE YOU ALL! <3

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It was monday morning and I was doing the usual, I started to run thinking about the whole situation, I mean the boys spend their weekend at my house I didn't even know why, but they just decided that they were going to have a slumber party. One thing was right, they were crazy and I was crazier for letting them stay but there was something about them that I couldn't resist, I couldn't tell them no. I reach the house as usual and took a shower I wasn't looking forward for this day because I knew that once I saw Neesha she was going to start asking questions and I honestly didn't had the answers to some of them. I took white skinny jeans a black v-neck shirt, black leather jacket and heels, I always wanted to wear just tennis shoes but it was work so I had to look formal. My hair was natural as usual and I barely had make up on. I took another of my heels and took my purse, it was a big one I don't know why but I just like to take a lot of crap with me. I made sure everything was in order before I left the house. I starting walking in the right direction to get my morning coffee when I heard someone calling me.

“ALEX!” I turn around to see curls bouncing and I couldn't help but smile, he looked really cute.

“Good morning Jay” I said still smiling.

“Good morning” He said once he was close, he kissed my cheek and hug me and I honestly didn't feel like letting him go, but I had to. “Are you going to work?” He asked.

“No I just like to walk in the morning with my heels to go nowhere” I said laughing.

“Really funny, want me to drive you?” I studied his face he seem kinda eager to drive me but what if paparazzis follow him, what if they recognize me? I started to panic a little bit but I was able to control myself.

“No it's okay I love walking and taking a taxi, it makes me feel kinda productive” That was the worst lie I have ever told anyone. “Plus, I have to see Carly like always and that sometimes takes time, but thanks anyways, you are amazing Jay, now I have to go, see you later?” I said hugging him goodbye.

“Yeah, see you later” He said with a smile but it didn't reach his eyes.

I wave him goodbye and started to walk away I still didn't know what to do with the whole situation, I walked to the starbucks where Carly worked and took my own dose of coffee, now I was awake. I took my taxi and enter my office and I tried to focus, if I couldn't find inspiration before, right now it was harder I had the whole thing playing in the back of my mind plus the whole Jay and I thing. I knew I was started to feel something and I was pushing those thought to the back of my head, I couldn't deal with my feelings when I have my life and my liberty on the line. I just wonder who hates me in heaven to make me go trhough this. I came here to forget about my old life, I came here running from my life and the public eye. How in hell did I ended up being friends and co-worker with one of the most famous young people in the UK? Seriously someone really hates me. I started to do sketches again, but I just couldn't focus, when I heard a knock on the door.