Last To Know. (Jay McGuiness)

Last To Know: Bad Lunch.

A/N: NEW CHAPTER PEOPLE!!!!! i really hope you like this one and depends on comments and votes the more i get the faster i update! so keep doing what you do best and thank so much for reading. So on the External Link there is the outfit as you might or might not know is just a thing i'm trying now. Gif on the side as always.  BTW Sorry for my grammatical errors, my language is not English so obviously I have errors. Remember to VOTE, COMMENT and SPREAD THE WORD. I LOVE YOU ALL! <3

First week of the year was over and a new one was starting, the guys were really busy with their recordings and interviews. Jay and I were just friends; we haven’t really talked about our feelings or about the second kiss in the New Year’s Eve party. This weekend we went to a Lawson concert, our first concert of the year. They guys killed it and I got tons of teasing from Andy and Ryan because they saw the kiss between me and Jay, everyone was trying so hard to get us together but at the end it wasn’t up to me, he had to ask and I had to answer but meanwhile I was a free girl and I wasn’t so sure of how to deal with all the lies. I was at work trying to concentrate in our new project for the new collection, but my mind was everywhere I had this bad feeling again.

“Ready to grab lunch with the lads?” Neesha say bursting into my office.

“Yeah just a second” I say while finishing something on my drawing, I took my purse and walked up to her. “So where to now?” I asked once we were outside.

“This way, we are eating at that new restaurant is quite funny since Crisian is there too in a meeting” She said.

“Why is he alone?” I asked her, I mean she was always in all meeting with new potential clients.

“The person that had the meeting with, he is young but powerful in America, so he doesn’t like to deal business with a woman” She said like it was no big deal. We kept walking till we found a car that drive us to the place, there we said our names and a waiter was taking us to the back as soon as we saw everyone there we walked a bit faster but I didn’t counted I was going to bump into someone.

“Sorry” I said.

“No problem” I head an American accent, the guy kept walking but I was frozen in place. It couldn’t be. I turn around and saw only the back of the guy, it was so much alike.

“Alex?” I turn to see a worried Seev, I had to change my face.

“Hi, Seev” I said hugging him and giving him a kiss on the cheek, I turn to see that the guy was gone and then saw Seev looking in the same direction.

“Come on, Tom is starving” He said laughing and I did too, forgetting about the mysterious guy.

“Good you are here, now we can all eat!” Tom said once I was in the table.

“Thanks Tom I love you too” I said sticking my thong to him.

We had small talk, before we started eating, the food was amazing, the company was better, but I couldn’t keep that voice out of my thoughts. I kept looking at the hallway to see if I could see the person but all I can remember is the voice and a grey Armani suit. I was so distracted my head was starting to hurt a bit I was trying too hard to remember.

“What’s wrong Alex?” Jay whisperer in my ear making me jump and turn my head violently making me extremely close to his face.

“Nothing, I’m okay” I smiled but it was the same smile I gave to everyone when I was back at home and by the way he was looking at me he noticed.

“So Alex, you are coming tonight right?” Neesha asked me but I wasn't listening.

“What are you talking about?” I asked her, still trying to take a glimpse of this person.

“To the club we are celebrating we are going to have a new sponsor for the new collection” She said and thats when I remembered Crisian was there too.

“So Crisian already seal the deal?” I smile even if my mind was somewhere else.

“Yeah he just texted me while the guy was in the bathroom, we are celebrating, aren't you listening?” She laugh a long with everyone in the table but I only managed a fake laugh, that's when I heard it.

I heard a laugh, a laugh I knew. I turn again and saw him. He was here, Dylan was here, in London, in the same restaurant that me. He was going to recognize me. I could feel the rising of my chest, the heavy breathing. My mouth was dry, my eyes wanted to get out of my face. This was impossible, he hated London, he never wanted to land a foot here. Why was he here? What was he doing? Did they found me? At that last thought my heart stopped, if they did then I had to go, change my name, go as far as I could, maybe Norway. I was following him with my eyes and then he saw me, directly to my eyes.

I looked the other way as fast as I could, took my purse from under the table, my friends were saying something but I couldn’t hear, I was going to have to leave them, pretend I’ve never met them. I took some money in the table and started to walk away from there, I needed air, my chest was feeling really bad, and this was indeed another panic attack. As soon as I felt the air hit my face I could breathe normally, but my mind was everywhere. I felt someone’s hand on my shoulder and I instantly removed it and then was when I saw Jay next to me.

“Alex, what’s wrong why are you crying?” His voice was so soft that I could barely hear it, I touched my cheeks and I was indeed crying but I didn’t realize it. Then it hit me, I would have to say goodbye to Jay, my crying was stronger now and I hugged Jay as strong as I could.

“What’s wrong?” He said but I only wanted to disappear all this feelings I had. I didn’t want to let Jay go but I had to go back home so with all the pain in my heart I pushed him away and walked as fast as I could.

In no time I was inside a taxi going home to pack my things.