Last To Know. (Jay McGuiness)

Last To Know: The Way Things Are Now.

A/N: Hey guy! I'm so sorry, been promising for a chpater and you get this one that sucks after all this time. But I'm trying to work on it more, is just my schedule now a days is weird since I have to work, study and live in another city so yup. A lot to do. Well gif on the side, leave the comments and remember to vote. Love you all and I'm so sorry for any  grammatical errors, my language is not English so obviously I have errors. Remember to VOTE, COMMENT and SPREAD THE WORD. I LOVE YOU ALL! <3

I woke up next to a ball of curls. Those I was so crazy about, he was still sleeping, never a morning person. I couldn't stop smiling, remembering all that happened last night after we walked away from the club. The walk, the holding hands, the smiles, the looks, the feelings. Everything so real, so perfect. We walked for hours in the dark, he took me to this park were we lay on the grass watching the stars.

We talked about what her sister told him when he called home that day, he told me that he was scared when I ran off. He told me that I ran a lot and that he was afraid that one day I was never come back. I told him, he was right, there was going to be a moment when I won't be able to come back, but that, that day wasn't today. When he asked about Dylan I told him he was an ex boyfriend that he wanted me to marry him but I said no, that I had months of not seeing him, it was half truth and it felt good to tell him just that. We ended up in my room talking because it started raining, we fall asleep so close and now that I woke up I wonder myself, Will I ever be strong enough to not leave?.

“Good morning” He said with his ever soft voice and beautiful accent.

“Good morning Jay” I said smiling, getting a bit closer to him. I just liked his warmt, his smell.

“So what are we doing today?” He asked, hugging me to get me even closer.

“Well I have to go to work, probably see that stupid face of Dylan” I said with poison in my mouth.

“Can't you just fake to be sick?” I laugh at that.

“What for? To be with you all day? Who wants that?” I was laughing hard and he was too, with him was everything so simple.

“Well who wants to be with you all day anyways” He stood up from the bed and walked to my door closing it behind him. I didn't move, I just laugh and closed my eyes. I was so in love of that weirdo. “Yeah you can come running after me anytime” he shouted behind the door and I laugh even harder.

“Nah, I'm better here in bed” I shouted and laugh harder.

“Just so you know, when a person you like goes indignated because you have offended him... you have to go after him” He said getting inside the room again and next to me.

“Well... I knew you'd come back” I said without thinking.

“Yet I don't know if you run away, if I'll ever see you again” He just had to say it.

“I have to go to work, see you tonight” I said and walked to my bathroom I knew was going to leave as soon as he hears the watter running.

I got in the shower and after a few minutes I heard the front door, I was just thinking, one day, one day Jay will know the truth and I don't want that day to come. I found myself taking a cab to work. As soon as I got there, I saw Dylan's car, a silver Lincoln MXZ. This was going to be one long month. I found my way to my office without being noticed. It was a normal day, I was working as usual with my mind somewhere else, I knew Dylan was going to make a hell out of my life this one month. I was trying to focous on ym designs when I heard a knock on the door.

“Come in” By the sound of the floor I knew who it was.

“So the word on the streets is that you and Dylan were almost going to marry a few months back” I heard Neesha's tone of voice, she was mad.

“Really? The word on the streets? Who told you?” I wasn't going to look at her, I wasn't going to tell her all the story, I didn't saw a reason for it, she was my friend but I really don't wanted to talk about Dylan.

“Him, we were talking about this and that and he asked if you were dating someone...”Before she could finish I looked up at her.

“WHAT?! What did you say?” I was scared now, If she told him about my feelings or about Jay or somethign he was dead, a slowly dead.

“Chill out, I just told him that you weren't dating but that a few guys had their eyes on you” Oh damn, I was dead, Jay was dead, everyone was dead. I must have paled because she looked scared. “Are you okay?”

“Neesha promise me that you won't tel him about anything, anything about me that you know, please? Also, tell the girls this and the boys. Is important you don't share any kind of information to him about me” She was more scared, I could see it in her eyes. “I'm sorry that I'm scarring you, but seriously don't say anything okay?” She jsut noded and looked at me with a worried expresion.

“Is okay, but why are you acting so weird?” She asked, getting closer and sititng on one of the chairs.

“Is complicated”I said and then we heard another knock on the door. “Come in” I regret it as soon as I saw who it was.

“Ladies, nice to see you together” I wanted to puke at the sight of those white teeths. “I wanted to talk to you Alex if it's the right time” Puke, just puke all over him.

“Well I leave you to it, I'll do what you told me to and we'll talk later” I noded and there was just me and Dylan in there. All of the sudden the room started to feel smaller.

“What do you want?” I asked him while trying to do my work, moving papers from place to place, trying to look busy.

“Lets go out for lunch” He had to be kidding me, I started to laugh.

“Why would I go with you?” I asked him, he had to be stupid.

“You are still mine, I own you and now your friend's little company, If I say you go out with me to lunch, you'll do what I say” This really made me loose it, I was pissed.

“This is not New York, you are nobody here, I bet the only reason you are doing this is because youd daddy asked you to do something with your life instead of getting girls, drinking all his money” I was amazed with myself, he most have been too by the way he was looking at me. “Now please go” I said.

“I like when you get mad” I just wanted to scream at him.

“Oh my god, you gotta be kidding me, just go already” I said while standing up and walkign to the door to open it for him, he walked up to me, with his stupid grin.

“Babe, I know you still like me” He came closer, foreheads almost touching and even i moved there was no space to run. “I know you still remember all those years” I could feel his nose roce my neck all the way to my cheek.

“Go away Dylan” I said tyring to glue to the wall behind me.

“I know oyu still feel something for me, think about all those years” He just came closer and closer.

“Go away Dylan” I repited but tht just made him come closer, there was no space between us now.

“Think about all the pleasure I gave to you” This was it, the boiling point, so I slaped him, hard, making an echo sound. He stepped back a bit looking shocked.

“Alex, are you okay?” Perfect, just perfect that right now Jay comes in.

“Yes, Jay can we go to lunch please?” I turn right, got my purse and took Jay's hand, walking fast away from there.

“Wow, slow down, you are gonna rip off my arm” At the street I stopped pulling him and walked normally next to him. “Where to now?” He asked.

“Anywhere” I smiled up to him, like it was the first time I saw him.

Just the sight of his warm smile, made me feel all tingly inside. I was deep in love with this man and he had no idea of how crazy I was for him.