"Yo Y/n wanna-"
"I'm literally god yet the haven't chose me, I'm the best thing to exist yet they're aren't matching my energy? . Am I good enough ? I am ! Then why?! Why?!"
"Uhh Y/n?"
"Leave her be Daniela, she's having a manic episode."
"And why is she having that?"
"Bela hasn't talked to her today." "..Seriously?" "Right ."
"My heart feels heavy and like I'm suffocating, my breathing is rapid, huffing n puffing as if I just ran a marathon, my heart is pounding in my chest. I feel like crying yet laughing, like my mind is splitting apart. I feel like clutching my head and digging my nails into my scalp. My thoughts tell me negative things and I deny them telling myself it isn't true."
"...... Go get Bela rn." "On it."
Daniela leaves the room to go get the eldest sister.
"It all builds up to anger and sadness, emotions i repressed and ignored. I have so much self confidence and self hate that they eventually clash together, making me feel like I'm nothing one minute and the next I feel like god. It's toxic."
Y/n continues rant on and on to Cassandra until a few minutes later Bela enters the room with Daniela behind her.
"Hellooooo sweetheart." Bela cheers.
Y/n snaps out of her episode and immediately runs into Bela's arms.
"Bela!" "The one and only." "I missed you." "I've only been gone for a day."
"That was too long." "Hmm I'll take you with me next time then."
"Yay." Y/n and Bela continue their little conversation, just chatting away.
Daniela and Cassandra stand there concerned, processing the whole thing.
"So are we just gonna ignore what Y/n just said?"
"Um no but maybe we shouldn't bring it up.."
"We should check on her mental health more often.."
"Good idea Cassie, she definitely isn't stable after what she said."
"When she said crying n throwing up as a joke, I'm starting to wonder if she actually cried so much she threw up.."
"If she said that then she definitely did."
"Fuck."
