Chapter 17
Ang Simula Ng Lahat
Weeks has passed since I came back to this house, pahirapan din ang plano para maging smooth ang switching namin. Ate Hannah observes everything in a weeks at nasabi niyang weird si Range.
"Hmm... Hannah?" Tanong ni Range mula sa salas habang ako naman ay nakaupo sa office table ni ate Hannah na malapit din si salas.
"Yes?" Sagot ko sakanya, he just hissed and grinned on me.
"Nothing, just checking if you were in good mood baka kasi maging bad mood kana naman." Pabirong aniya niya, naiilang akong ngumiti sakanya at saka bumalik ang tuon sa computer.
"I really missed the new one version of yours." He said, nahinto naman ako sa sinabi niya. If he founds out early the game is over, and the plans will ruin.
Napa hawak naman ako sa bibig ko nang maramdaman kong nasusuka ako, hindi pa pala ako nag papa-check up kung totoo nga bang buntis ako or the pregnancy test is expired.
I ran towards the bathroom para mag puke, para akong nahihilo sa pagsuka ko. Range get what happened to me.
"Buntis ka?" He asked, napatingin naman ako sa salamin kung saan nakikita ko ang repleksyon niya. I feel myself trembling while thinking kung anong sasabihin ko sakanya. "Let's buy pregnancy test." Nakangiti niyang aniya saakin.
"Uhhh hindi, hindi ako buntis Range I-I mean, kanina pa kasi ako naka babad sa computer, nahilo lang ako." I said, nakita ko sa repleksyon sa salamin ang unti-unting pag lisan ng ngiti niya sa labi.
"Can't we just try? Baka something developed in your tummy?" Kita ko sa mga mata niya ang pagbabakasakaling subukan ang pregnancy test, mahirap na ito hanggang hindi pa ako sigurado, ate Hannah doesn't know I'm pregnant at si Range ang ama.
"I mean, maybe I'm that good kaya nabuo agad unlike kay Will, I'm not for fun right? L-Let's j-just try baka meron." Aniya nito habang hinahagod ang buhok ko habang nakatingin sa mga mata ko, he was expecting too much, I can tell to his eyes dahil hanggang 'yon he's pursuing to take pregnancy test.
"I-I'm sure, I am not pregnant so please Range stop expecting, it is all about stress and non of it is include to pregnancy." Kahit masakit at nakaka kilabot pa sa pakiramdam ang sabihin 'yon, kahit pa nakikita kong malungkot siya while I'm saying it, hindi puwede Range, and I don't think so makikilala mo pa ang anak mo.
Wala na talaga ata akong balak na buhayin ang baby na mayroon sa loob ko kung sakaling mag positive ako kahit pa sa doctor, hindi ko rin alam kung dapat ko nga ba buhayin siya kung alam kong kasalanan makipag siping sa hindi ko karelasyon.
Nanahimik lang si Range habang nakatingin saakin at inaalalayan ako umupo sa office desk ni ate I guess it would be better to shut up narin since I was the one who refuse, hindi ko talaga alam ang gagawin ko. Ang gagawin sa batang 'to at ang gagawin kung sakaling magka bukingan.
"You know, Crizza's friend is something." Sabi ni Range, napatingin naman ako sakanya, anong meron? "Crizza was holding back then a pregnancy test at sinabi niyang kanya 'yon, but I really feel it, It was Crizza's not to a someone 'friend' she was talking about." Sabi niya, weird silence appeared to our atmosphere.
Anong ibig niyang sabihin? May alam na kaya siya? Why is he telling me this.
"Sino kaya ang ama? Any by chance the father doesn't know it?" Nanlaki ang mata ko nang sabihin niya 'yon, ano ba talagang alam mo Range? hindi ako makagalaw kakaisip sa sinabi niya.
"Hey are you alright? You're sweating." He said, umiling lang ako at saka umayos ng upo at saka itinuon ang pansin ko sa computer, what the heck is happening? unti-unti akong lumingon kay Range at nakita kong ngumiti siya saakin.
May alam na kaya siya? Ate Hannah also told me about this kind of Range's attitude at baka may clue na siya, matalino si Range kaya no longer ay maaring nakokonekta niya na ang conclusions that we were fooling him. Kanina pa ako nakatingin sa computer at parang di ako maka focus.
It could be more difficult if he slowly finding this things out or biglaan niyang malalaman? Sobra akong kinakabahan sa sinabi niya kanina, no one will know if this things will be successful or not.
"Before lunch let's go somewhere to eat." Aniya niya. Hindi ako kumibo, hindi dahil sa ayaw ko kundi nararamdaman ko ang sarili ko na uncomfy.
"B-Bakit sa labas pa? Dito nalang magluluto ako." Sagot ko, tumayo ito at saka niyakap ako mula sa likuran.
"Please? You don't allow me last time, can't we just do it today?" He's begging me habang hinahalikan ang ibaba ng leeg ko, napabuntong hininga ako muli sa kaba na nadarama ko.
Tumango nalang ako para matapos ang usapan, is he having plans? kailangan ko bang sabihin kay ate that Range is totally killing me right now maybe 'wag nalang at baka mag switch kami ng wala sa oras.
Agad akong umakyat sa kuwarto ko upang mag bihis, kakatapos ko lang lahat ng tinambak ni ate Hannah na gawain niya dahil she do mostly pay attention to the work than kay Range, si Range kasi ngayon chillax-chillax lang since he filed a leave for two weaks now.
I was about to turn of the computer when he suddenly grabbed my hand. "Let manang turn it off." He hissed, I just look at him and any moment he pull me with him with his smile on his face.
Nagpaka tinaod akong sumunod sakanya, he opened the door. Bakit para namang nagmamadali siya ngayon? Umiwas nalang ako ng tingin at saka ikinabit ang seatbelt ko.
"Let's make this day is our day, nga pala when will Crizza visit our house? Para naman maka close niya din si Mama." Range said, umiwas ako ng tingin yung tipong parang wala ako sa mood and I just came with him because of 'to make him happy'
"First palang ay bet na siya ni Mama that's why we won't need them to be close." Sabi ko, pero ang totoo hindi ko alam kung papayag si ate Hannah kung gayon nasa business trip parin sila ni Will.
"If you don't want us to go, let's stay in the house." Sabi ni Range kaya naman napatingin ako sakanya.
"N-No go ahead andito na tayo."
"I just realized that these past few days you weren't you know... You weren't in good mood with me." Sabi ni Range, agad naman akong nanlaki ang mata, don't tell me that ate Hannah is showing this kind of thing since a week of exchange.
"H-Hindi naman sa ganon Range, I feel I need to think my priorities." Sabi ko at saka tumingin sa labas ng bintana he suddenly grabbed my hands and pushed me to the car's window.
"Hindi ba'ko kasama sa priorities mo? As far as I remembered since you and Will had sex, I forgive you yet you promised me that I'll be your priority." Parang ang laki ng bara ang meron sa lalamunan ko dahil sa titig nya, Range could you tell me how not to fall?
Shit ka Crizza!!! Pinag iisip mo.
BINABASA MO ANG
Secret Affair (COMPLETED)
Romance{C O M P L E T E D} Crizza's love for her sister is unconditional. She is willing to do anything for her sibling, so when she was asked to pretend to be her sister in front of her fiance, she agreed immediately, even though she initially thought sh...
