His Casualty (Sequel to His Princess Niall/Demi)

Actual tears.

(Whoa, throwback to DDay)
Today we're saying good bye to Zayn Malik. 

When I heard he left the band, gravity literally pulled me to the floor. I instantly remembered that scared boy refusing to dance then overcoming the fear.

I remember the 'master of echoes;

i remember the blonde streak

I remember the lip bite

I remember the fetus posters

I remember Vas Happinen

I remember his laugh and his smile

I remember the selfies

I remember the tweets

I remember the high notes

I remember the posters

I remember him raising his hand when they asked who had a girlfriend

I remember the pictures of him and perrie 

This boy changed so many of our lives. This boy wore his heart on his sleeve. 

This boy was loving, caring and beautiful not only outside, but on the inside too. 

I hope he lives out the rest of his days as normally as possible.

I hope he knows how much we love and support all his decisions

I hope he understands that this is not only incredibly hard for him, but for the millions of girls out there who dared let themselves fall in love with Zayn Malik. 

Respect his decision and I hope that if anyones thinking of starting a new 1D Fan Fic, you don't leave Zayn out because he is apart of One Direction no matter what Wiki or anyone says. 

Our Zayn, our little boy from Bradford. We love you so much baby. 

I hope you live you're life, I hope you and Perrie are ok, I hope there'll be a reunion and I FUCKING HOPE GOOGLE WILL FINALLY FIX THE SPELLING OF YOUR MIDDLE NAME.