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Wishing for the time to halt,

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Wishing for the time to halt,

Got me thinking, it's probably just all my

fault.



Chortles heard and overanalyzed,

Is it my hair or just my dismal eyes?



Chomp on the food, I profusely wish I

could,

Felt too exposed, thank God I got my

hood.



Eyes on me, when I enter the class,

My therapist says I'm one anxious lass.



I laugh with joy then the next minute I

keel,

Nobody ever gets how I really feel.



One stutter and it's over for me,

Surely they found me uncouth and I

agree.



They tell me it's all in my head,

That I'm faking what has happened to

me,

Throat heavy and my heart bled,

This haunting dread signed away the

rights to my mental decree.



Only if you could see what I observe,

They laugh and stare and propel me to

subserve.

I'm a pariah in the land of communities,

The only ugly duckling, one of many

mutinies.



They assured they wouldn't judge,

But I saw it coming like a rite of passage.

Promised to be by my side, wouldn't even

budge.

Too alienate me, somehow they

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