Chris Hemsworth and Tom Hiddleston Imagines

Denied

Chris...

I floated around in my own bubble. Trying to contain my emotions. I was muddled. I had been played. Turned and twisted in their palm as if I was some toy they would eventually get tired of. I was angry, I was upset. I was breaking into turmoil. I couldn't control it any longer and sat on a near by bench and let the tears flow.

I was convinced he liked me back. It's been weeks since I finally decided he did. Only to have it shoved back in my face.

We had been on dates... Many... He had made me laugh, blush and feel loved... I never wanted anything else.

I wanted to trap myself in that moment. To cherish it. Hold it near. And never let go. Ever.

But those dreams came to a crashing halt.

I felt humiliated. I couldn't go back. I couldn't even glance back. How was I supposed to continue on like this?...

If it was so easy for a man to get in. Play with my feelings and leave in a flash... Without a goodbye... Leaving me in a complete mess.

"_____!" Someone shouted from behind me grabbing my attention.

I turned to see Chris.

"Leave me alone." I snapped, getting up.

He grabbed my wrist preventing me from moving.

"What?" I asked, not looking at him.

"Its nice to look at someone when they are talking to you." He said, trying to lighten the mood.

Sending fresh tears to streak down my cheeks.

"Sorry... I - I'm sorry." He said.

"No your not. You don't know what it feels like to finally think someone likes you for who you are... To feel loved once again... To finally let someone in... To find out they had played with your feelings, played with your thoughts... And leaving... Leaving you in a humiliated, confused mess!" I snapped.

"I was foolish... I didn't see what was in front of me... Your beautiful _____... I was to blind to see the true feelings behind this... And I do... I do know what it is like to have your feelings played with... To be messed around... To feel all these things you never thought you would again... And to have it all swiped away in seconds...." He said.

I looked at him shocked.

"Why didn't you tell me? God... I feel so bad now." I groaned.

"I thought if I told you then you would leave me... Thinking I would do that to you..." He said.

"Which you did." I said, turning away from him.

"And it was unintentional... I was stupid, careless and foolish... It wasn't until you left did I realise what I had just thrown away..." He said.

I didn't say anything.

"I was to blind to see... I was blinded by the opportunity of letting someone in... The opportunity to let someone make me feel loved... I panicked... I didn't know whether it would last... I drew away without looking back... Without thinking about it... God... ____... I think I love you." He said.

O turned to looks at him gob smacked.

"Y-you l-love me?" I asked.

"Of course I do." He said, a smile forming on his lips.

"I'm not sure... I've been hurt too many times before...." I said.

"I will wait... I will wait forever..." He started.

"Its not the waiting..." I said.

"We can take it slow... I will never pressure you into anything..." He said.

I smiled.

"I'm sorry I'm so awkward." I apologised.

"Your not awkward your loveable." He smiled, pulling me into his side and kissing my forehead as he gave me a slight squeeze...