Flying

Dear

Dear diary,

Nick ditched me today for the head cheerleader, Juliette. How could he do that to me? I feel kind of bad because I won't miss anything about him except for the title that comes with him, but what is a cheerleader without a hot guy? It's okay to be one of those cheerleaders who goes to parties single and comes out with seven guys on her arm, but I don't want to be that girl. I liked being the only cheerleader with a hot guy who didn't cheat on him. Now, too, none of the guys want me because there's that new foreign exchange program starting and there's a whole bunch of girls who have accents.

I don't know what I'm going to do. Is there anything to do? I'll have so much blank space where Nick was. Saturday nights, random Tuesday afternoons. At the time he was so disposable, but now I realize that I actually was attached to him. I don't know how he did it, but now I miss him.

I've never been dumped before either. I'd have a pity party with my friends, but I don't really have friends anymore. I ditched them for Nick, and he was better anyway. I could go back to them, but they'd only think I see them as second-best, which I do.

Where do I go from here?

Kimberly